hmmm??

why do some ppl STILL want to live in the past when there is a life ahead of them??

i jus randomly went tru my fren's blog and also their facebook profile.. and i still see them arguing tru facebook's status.. which i find it very childish..they really know where to press each other's botton.. oh my.. yea.. i remember doing dat once.. which i regreted cuz i make everyone unhappy but wat i wrote on the status was d fact.. but this frens of mine.. both oso love adding salt and pepper into their stories so what i usually do is jus listen and say 'hmmmm'. cuz seriously.. i dunno who to trust and i dont wish to trust either one of them cuz both are also my frens..it has been almost 2 years i think.. but they still talk bad about each other.. argh.. im not being bz body here.. but sometimes i wonder.. y do ppl still wanna think about what had happened in the past??

my other frens oso.. this person.. will keep talking bad about my another fren and i mean really really bad !! and it is so mean!!..not only to her frens.. to her bf's fren?? chung ci...to who ever dat she is frens with.. it has been 3 years yo.. go get a life..stop stalking! stop talking shits about other ppl.. cuz at the end of the day.. all this shitz will all come back to u..jus look at ur situation now! trust me or not.. but when it reaches u back i shall clap my hands so loud that ur ear drum burst!..and go celebrate.. i do get dat oso.. but i dont care.. as long as ppl think dat im not den im not.. so bring it on lah if u think dat saying them makes u less bad!

so anyways.. back to my story.. so yeah.. they have been shooting each other since 2 years back.. till now.. can u imagine how deep the grudges they have for each other??? for what i can think of is they both still think about each other tho they both already has someone new in their life..they hate each other bcuz they proly havent settle their problems.. dats y lah!..like wat my fren said ' they do not wan to face the reality!'

y not forget about what had happened bfor this and move on with life?? there is a life ahead of u wei!..i used to get angry whenever ppl talks bad about me.. but who gives a shit lah.. jus say watever u wan..if dat can make u feel happier cuz i know u do feel happy after saying dat..cuz proly u wan ppl to feel pity for u?? argh.. no actullay.. u know y?? da whole world know what kind of person u are but they r jus keeping it to themselves and also getting ready to shoot back at u when they have reach to a point where they cuden stand u anymore..i have reached to a point where i cuden b bothered anymore.. so whenever u talk bad about me.. and when ppl come telling and asking me whether is true or not .. all i will say is ' no comment.. believe it if u think its true' dats all..oh and im not being perasan k i jus wanna let them know what ill think...i get a lot lah.. from lotsa ppl.. all diff diff wan.. and mostly all i dunno wan.. so weird! and im sure u will think dat i have issues with everyone but NO.. this ppl talks bad about me cuz of the main culprit who started spreading fake rumours..and that also i dunno who cuz all their comments on me are all the same ...jus look at how strong the word of mouth is! it REALY DOESNT MATTER WHETHER WAS UR FAULT OR MY FAULT..what matters is whether we accept for what ever dat had happened and take dat as a learning process.. and im really sorry if i have ever made u upset...ok frens?? dowan to fren me is ok but ill still treat u as my fren! and i mean it! im NO ONE till im talked about.. so thanks to u im SOMEONE now..

y not b happy cuz being happy makes u a better person..=).. love urself a bit can ar by making urself happy?? if u dont love urself its ok but think of ur fam a bit lah.. im sure they love u very much! they also dowan to see u sad right??y not make more frens rather den adding one extra enemy into ur fren's list?

so anyways.. i cant blog long la.. i gotta cont studying.. after mon u wun hear me saying' cont studying' anymore! hehe..after exam m gonna reward myself something!! haha.. for studying very deligently! haha..and i cant wait to go tulip garden soooooooooon!

toodles!!