yippie!

yay!! im done with my exams!! todays paper was alright...=)

haha... cant wait to go out shopping!.. haha

k la!! m gonna sleep now. very very sleepy!!

bye!

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OMG!! i jus broke one bottle!! =(.. i felt so bad! cuz bi , suan and dennis have to help me clean when i was da one who was suppose to clean myself..=(.. so bad luck wan!!.. i was cooking supper jus now.. den u know la.. after bathing i sure leave d towel on my shoulder so dat my shirt wun get wet ma.. den mana tau da towel pulled da bottle together as i was closing the back door.. argh!!.. damm bad luck !! im so worried for tmr's paper d.. =(.. argh!! no no!! i know i will do well cuz i spend like almost a week for this subject!!..k la.. im gonna cont study... wun b sleeping as my paper is at 8.30 am.. so yeah.. bye!

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good afternoon world!!
argh!! i jus woke up! so darn tired! i slept quite late yesterday playing psp games.. haha..
u know i used to carry pepper spray with me last time whenever i go out whether for yum cha or outing with frens.. its safe to carry this gadget around as it really helps u a lot.. haha.. but now ever since im with u, i stop carrying dat cuz i know u can be my pepper spray.. am not saying dat we r together 24/7.. jus dat now i feel safer when im around u..cuz i know ull b der for me whenever i need somone to talk to ..=) honestly speaking i dont feel this way with all my other 'frens'.. cuz u either ask me for money or expect me to do something in return..argh.. im not living in the past so not talking about it!! hehe... so yea.. im happy with wat i have now.. it may not be perfect to ppl out der.. but its perfect to me!..

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with love

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i miss u guys so much!!!


with lotsa lotsa love!

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hmmm??

why do some ppl STILL want to live in the past when there is a life ahead of them??

i jus randomly went tru my fren's blog and also their facebook profile.. and i still see them arguing tru facebook's status.. which i find it very childish..they really know where to press each other's botton.. oh my.. yea.. i remember doing dat once.. which i regreted cuz i make everyone unhappy but wat i wrote on the status was d fact.. but this frens of mine.. both oso love adding salt and pepper into their stories so what i usually do is jus listen and say 'hmmmm'. cuz seriously.. i dunno who to trust and i dont wish to trust either one of them cuz both are also my frens..it has been almost 2 years i think.. but they still talk bad about each other.. argh.. im not being bz body here.. but sometimes i wonder.. y do ppl still wanna think about what had happened in the past??

my other frens oso.. this person.. will keep talking bad about my another fren and i mean really really bad !! and it is so mean!!..not only to her frens.. to her bf's fren?? chung ci...to who ever dat she is frens with.. it has been 3 years yo.. go get a life..stop stalking! stop talking shits about other ppl.. cuz at the end of the day.. all this shitz will all come back to u..jus look at ur situation now! trust me or not.. but when it reaches u back i shall clap my hands so loud that ur ear drum burst!..and go celebrate.. i do get dat oso.. but i dont care.. as long as ppl think dat im not den im not.. so bring it on lah if u think dat saying them makes u less bad!

so anyways.. back to my story.. so yeah.. they have been shooting each other since 2 years back.. till now.. can u imagine how deep the grudges they have for each other??? for what i can think of is they both still think about each other tho they both already has someone new in their life..they hate each other bcuz they proly havent settle their problems.. dats y lah!..like wat my fren said ' they do not wan to face the reality!'

y not forget about what had happened bfor this and move on with life?? there is a life ahead of u wei!..i used to get angry whenever ppl talks bad about me.. but who gives a shit lah.. jus say watever u wan..if dat can make u feel happier cuz i know u do feel happy after saying dat..cuz proly u wan ppl to feel pity for u?? argh.. no actullay.. u know y?? da whole world know what kind of person u are but they r jus keeping it to themselves and also getting ready to shoot back at u when they have reach to a point where they cuden stand u anymore..i have reached to a point where i cuden b bothered anymore.. so whenever u talk bad about me.. and when ppl come telling and asking me whether is true or not .. all i will say is ' no comment.. believe it if u think its true' dats all..oh and im not being perasan k i jus wanna let them know what ill think...i get a lot lah.. from lotsa ppl.. all diff diff wan.. and mostly all i dunno wan.. so weird! and im sure u will think dat i have issues with everyone but NO.. this ppl talks bad about me cuz of the main culprit who started spreading fake rumours..and that also i dunno who cuz all their comments on me are all the same ...jus look at how strong the word of mouth is! it REALY DOESNT MATTER WHETHER WAS UR FAULT OR MY FAULT..what matters is whether we accept for what ever dat had happened and take dat as a learning process.. and im really sorry if i have ever made u upset...ok frens?? dowan to fren me is ok but ill still treat u as my fren! and i mean it! im NO ONE till im talked about.. so thanks to u im SOMEONE now..

y not b happy cuz being happy makes u a better person..=).. love urself a bit can ar by making urself happy?? if u dont love urself its ok but think of ur fam a bit lah.. im sure they love u very much! they also dowan to see u sad right??y not make more frens rather den adding one extra enemy into ur fren's list?

so anyways.. i cant blog long la.. i gotta cont studying.. after mon u wun hear me saying' cont studying' anymore! hehe..after exam m gonna reward myself something!! haha.. for studying very deligently! haha..and i cant wait to go tulip garden soooooooooon!

toodles!!

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He has definately gone to be a better place... but till now i still cant accept the fact that he is not here anymore..to tell me stories about his life since he was small or even play with us anymore.. ever.... it is jus so hard seeing other ppl having fun with their families.. i still miss him very very much.. y sad things have to happen to me..if i have ever made anyone sad punish it on me.. dont punish on someone dat i truly love and care..i jus cuden believe that this is happening.. it has been 8 months since he has gone to a better place... but sometimes i wonder.. is der really such thing as heaven.. if yes.. if he is at heaven.. will he be watching over me from up der and making sure that im alright?? Does God has other plans for him so dats y he needs to leave us so early??=(

i tot i was gonna be ok after a period of time.. but i started thinking about him very often these few days.. it hurts me seeing him go away jus like dat without leaving any messages to us.. it hurts thinking back that we all were not der with him when he had his last breathe.. it hurts so much..=(..

i feel so sad know.. i do not know whether will i b as hyper as i used to be last time anymore..it hits me so hard that it takes so long for me to stand on the ground back.. i may seem happy in the outside but in the inside of me.. i m crying my heart out hoping dat all this was jus a dream and when i wake up i can hear him calling me to go downstairs and drink the orange juice dat he make for me every morning...=(

its jus so hard...

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lalala

hello!! jus had my first paper today!! it went ok ler.. hehe... really hope i can score well for this paper..=D
been bz for the past few days revising everything... hehe.. anyways.. i cnat blog long ler.. i gotta cont studying for my another paper which is also my last paper den im DONE with university!! hehehee..*finger crossed*

k la.. gonna bath now.. and den play psp awhile...=P.. den only study...=D

toodles!!