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i hate my life so much now...i felt like dying... i tried to move on la but i cant la..i dunno how long will this takes..i have to make da most out of it as there is nothing much i can do anymore...i feel sad seeing families..it breaks my heart..when i look at my wallet.. pencil or anything.. it will remind me of my dad..as i got all this from his hard earned money...he sacrifices to work in indonesia for 25 years wei..and dats how long my mom and dad have been together...jus turned 25th on the 2nd feb...same day as dad's bday..but he left ater 20th...=(..but i do must rem dat those sacrifices dat he gav were made out of love...to provide me and my siblings the best..but i must think bout it from his perspective as it is worth it to see us all happy.. i might think i rather not spend his money and all but in reality those decisions were not for me to make ..as it was for him and my mom...

i cant think la..im gonna try to cont study..love u daddy...=(

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