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omg!!
i lost my bus card AGAIN!!..and inside left 9AUD somemore!!..=(
wth!!..omg...ish..

haih..anyways..im playing restaurant city now on FB..so fun and addictive la...haha..

jus now i was so mad wei..i was chatting with my close fren at states tru msn..den she was telling me dat this x of hers jus asked her for sex...omg!! wth!! u ade gf la idiot rubbish dumbass!!!..u jus see how desperate guys are now!! wth wei...he is working now some more okay! wats so hard for u ,basket, to spend money on looking for hoookers ????omg...damm cho hei!!..or go and fark da walls la..if u think dat ur dick is so big!! and u shud do dat everyday to improve ur skills FIRST!! hahaaaa...cuz i dont think u r even good enuf for any gals in this world..not even ur current wan la macha!! omg!!...he make it sounds like he is so wanted and adored by every gals (pui!! my ass!!) in this world and only he can chose who he can fark him..nah!! fark urself!!..im so sorry for being rude...i jus cant stand this kind of ppl..(sorry God for i have sin...=P) really piss me off..he not to say dat good looking oso...omg..is he is really good looking everybody will fall for him la wth!! and those who fall for him wan all no brains wan...u know im jus so glad dat we din happen dat time seriously..or else i wuden know wat he did to me..!! im so glad!! and grateful GOD for he was not interested in me..haha..so yeah..glad my fren told dat desperado off!!...haih...im feeling better noww..i jus despise seeing this kind of ppl u know..he proly LOA or jus wanted to b in da middle of the crowd..eh no..proly he feels dat nobody care bout him anymore and dats y he needs to do something brainless so dat ppl will talk bout him and bcome famous back..wth..ahah..

(breathe in..breathe out..)

im feeling better now..so much..hehe...

haih..i miss daddy so much..according to my mum..lets put it this way..according to those who r praying to buddha, we will b reborn back after 49 days..and for those who r not able to let go the attachments dat they have fo each other, the soul may proly wander around and this may not b good for the soul,and these souls may proly wander for years!! yea...dad has gone for reincarnation..i hope it is for good dat he has gone.. it has been 49 ++ days since he has gone..it was really tough at first to accept it.. but as time goes by..i tend to understand dat everything dat happens in this world ,whether is good or bad, it happens for a reason..we may not know wat da reasons are but someday, somehow, u will eventually know..though i miss him so badly now..i must learn to accept dat nobody is born perfect..if dad were still here, he will tell me to b grateful with wat i have now..whether in terms of family, or even money. im grateful dat at least i used to hav a dad who was always by my side when i need him..grateful dat he was der when im down..unlike ppl without parents where they dont even hav the chance to feel their love and care..haih...sometimes i wonder is there really such things as heaven and hell..if there is..where??up there??where??down there??where??..i always tot dat after u died, dat means u died d..no such things as souls being reborn or anything..and babies are born out due to da nature of wat GOD has created..but u know..better believe den not right...hmm...can someone tell me??as every religious has their own saying bout this..

im sad back again..=(