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u know it would b really really nice if i have close realtives around me..seeing my frens pics celebrating their bday with their realtives really makes me happy for them and at da same time sad for me and my fam...every year we celebrated each of our bdays with only mum dad and da siblings.. and now dad is not around anymore, it will only left da 4 of us.. and sorry babe! cant b der fo ur bday! hope ull hav ur fun with june hui da squirel !!..=)..so anyways.. yea..its sad la seeing happy pictures....





it has been 3 months since my dad has gone to a better place and u know..i finally managed to handle it better now..tho i still cry sometimes bfor i sleep but im so much better now..=)...it has been 3 months and yea...my dad's side never contacted my mum at all...so terrible ok..i mean...we r all fam ok...y wanna ignore all...last time worse...when my dad is still around they will only call our house fon to look for my dad...and dats all lah..so terrible...from da very start ,they all jus dont like seeing us happy..even they dont like seeing my parents happy.. and now no need to say lah...worse...i dont like my aunty..i hate her so much!! she jus cant stop puting fire even aftre so long..she still talks bad bout my mum to my dad when my dad goes to look for his mum and her...man....u r a teacher la for god sake!!..and u teach moral some more omg!! do u think backstabing ur own in laws is good ar???..i jus hate her la..u know dat day after da funeral she still can call me asking whether my dad got write will and all or not..i was like...wth!!mind ur own business la..even if he did oso, u wun even get his money la..and yeah..so i said yea he got la..den she ask me how much some more..omg!!...she damm money minded lah!!..she damm kepo some more...she knows dat oso u know..she jus dont like seeing us happy!! she is so bad!!..i hate her!! no wonder nobody likes her when she was teaching at seafield scul!! serves her right!!...so yea...now lagi worse..they never even bother to call and ask how is my mum ok!!..and u know! i felt damm happy dat day when my mum told me dat she bumped into my aunty at the bank and my aunty, as usual la...acting like she care..asking my mum how is she all..and u know wat my mum did?? she jus walked off! good lah!!..im sure she damm malu lah and go back to her mum and start complaining der lah and who gives a shit!!.. now dad not around d and she cant complain to my dad..she jus love complaining to my dad every single thing wei...and she expects my dad to choose la..them or us...but my dad alwyas give in.. cuz he knows dat we all understand his situation..hate her so much!!..and she doesnt like me for god knows y oso!! ever since i was born into this fam she never liked me ok!! dat nvm.. she can say dat im a very ugly gal and i look like my mum..so i think dat is y she doesnt like me but i dont care la..





haih...u see..i jus hate this kind of relatives.. they only bother bout u when they wan to find out stuff..terrible...i think its better if this ppl dont kacau my mum anymore...haih..seeing my mum on webcam d other day make me sad ler..i know dat she is trying to b happy whne she talk to me cuz i know she doesnt hav da mood to talk as well.. haihh..





sorry guys..got no pics today..been bz with assignments and tests...ohw and yea..was playing with my web cam and took few pics as well..haha...i show u one of my bestest pic k??chehwah!..hehehe


so ok lah...im signing off...will talk sooon..=)

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