..hear my says..

nooooooooooooooo!

2010-01-28T02:16:00.003+08:00

ooppps!! OMG!!! i terdelete my blog!!! omg!!! omg!!! and i dint save it some more!! i din realise till i open my side again!! im gonna write all out again tmr if i have the time k.. omg!! but to cut it short.. re-evaluate urself bfor u blame other ppl for something dat u did..haha!!..and dont b a faker!! cuz the whole world will eventually know what kind of person u are...!

good night..

=)

2009-12-20T22:54:00.009+08:00

hello world!!

yes yes i know! i have not been updating my blog!! haha.. i have been bz with lots of stuff..haha.. clubbing.. outing.. movies and dinner!! heheh..and now i decided to blog back cuz i have nothing to do now.. hehe.. there will only b words today as i didnt take pictures when i go out cuz i was too lazy to carry my camera.. and besides.. i left my charger at b's place and i always forgot to take it back bfor i go home...=(..so no pictures!..

anyways.. i oso cant talk blog la.. now im bz with my cafe world and island paradise.. hah... yeaaa.. im back in action! ahha..im so lazy to blog already now.. i think im gonna stop real soon!!hehe

k la.. im gonna sleep now..feeling very tired.. yest got back at 3 plus and i woke up at 10 today.. and now feeling very tired..

good night world!

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hmmmm

2009-11-23T11:01:00.003+08:00

good morning world!!

haha..i miss my sis so much right now..=(.. miss going shopping with her!..=(

anyways.. took this pics right a week bfor i left to perth. cant wait to get another pic with june and andrew in it.. =).. anyways.. i cant blog long.. will b going to the licensing department in a whilst time.. ill cont blog tonight or tmr k..

toodles.

2009-11-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

hmmm!! Dc!!

im gonna cont bloggin.. haha..

so i almost finish packing already! at first i was very panic cuz when i carry the luggage, it seems like 50 kg,, till we weight all the luggages yesterday den only we realise itsonly 20 kg!! haha.. so its good.. this means that i can bring back all my clothings cuz i do not wan to leave any bhind!!..=D

ohw.. we watched 2012, 2 days back.. its no bad lah.. i dunno y some of my frens commented the movie till as if it was very very bad!!.. haha.. for me its not bad la...hehe..im so lazy to blog d now.. omg!! i think im gonna stop blogging soon ..i dowan some ppl to know about my life now.. ish!! yea u!! u know who u r!!..stalker!

im happy with my life now so buzz off!

good night bi!..=)

boo!

2009-11-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

hewooo!!!

sorry for the late updates!! was bz packing and outing!! haha..

anyways.. i jus got back fom city. so tiring.. i mean.. i got back at around 5 plus den went to bed straight and woke up at 8.. champion! haha..

ohw!! i cant blog d!! da server is up d!!

toodles!!!

=D

yippie!

2009-11-16T13:03:00.003+08:00

yay!! im done with my exams!! todays paper was alright...=)

haha... cant wait to go out shopping!.. haha

k la!! m gonna sleep now. very very sleepy!!

bye!

!!

2009-11-15T23:34:00.004+08:00

OMG!! i jus broke one bottle!! =(.. i felt so bad! cuz bi , suan and dennis have to help me clean when i was da one who was suppose to clean myself..=(.. so bad luck wan!!.. i was cooking supper jus now.. den u know la.. after bathing i sure leave d towel on my shoulder so dat my shirt wun get wet ma.. den mana tau da towel pulled da bottle together as i was closing the back door.. argh!!.. damm bad luck !! im so worried for tmr's paper d.. =(.. argh!! no no!! i know i will do well cuz i spend like almost a week for this subject!!..k la.. im gonna cont study... wun b sleeping as my paper is at 8.30 am.. so yeah.. bye!

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eh?

2009-11-15T13:45:00.004+08:00

good afternoon world!!
argh!! i jus woke up! so darn tired! i slept quite late yesterday playing psp games.. haha..
u know i used to carry pepper spray with me last time whenever i go out whether for yum cha or outing with frens.. its safe to carry this gadget around as it really helps u a lot.. haha.. but now ever since im with u, i stop carrying dat cuz i know u can be my pepper spray.. am not saying dat we r together 24/7.. jus dat now i feel safer when im around u..cuz i know ull b der for me whenever i need somone to talk to ..=) honestly speaking i dont feel this way with all my other 'frens'.. cuz u either ask me for money or expect me to do something in return..argh.. im not living in the past so not talking about it!! hehe... so yea.. im happy with wat i have now.. it may not be perfect to ppl out der.. but its perfect to me!..

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with love

=(

2009-11-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

i miss u guys so much!!!

with lotsa lotsa love!

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hmmm??

2009-11-14T23:08:00.011+08:00

why do some ppl STILL want to live in the past when there is a life ahead of them??

i jus randomly went tru my fren's blog and also their facebook profile.. and i still see them arguing tru facebook's status.. which i find it very childish..they really know where to press each other's botton.. oh my.. yea.. i remember doing dat once.. which i regreted cuz i make everyone unhappy but wat i wrote on the status was d fact.. but this frens of mine.. both oso love adding salt and pepper into their stories so what i usually do is jus listen and say 'hmmmm'. cuz seriously.. i dunno who to trust and i dont wish to trust either one of them cuz both are also my frens..it has been almost 2 years i think.. but they still talk bad about each other.. argh.. im not being bz body here.. but sometimes i wonder.. y do ppl still wanna think about what had happened in the past??

my other frens oso.. this person.. will keep talking bad about my another fren and i mean really really bad !! and it is so mean!!..not only to her frens.. to her bf's fren?? chung ci...to who ever dat she is frens with.. it has been 3 years yo.. go get a life..stop stalking! stop talking shits about other ppl.. cuz at the end of the day.. all this shitz will all come back to u..jus look at ur situation now! trust me or not.. but when it reaches u back i shall clap my hands so loud that ur ear drum burst!..and go celebrate.. i do get dat oso.. but i dont care.. as long as ppl think dat im not den im not.. so bring it on lah if u think dat saying them makes u less bad!

so anyways.. back to my story.. so yeah.. they have been shooting each other since 2 years back.. till now.. can u imagine how deep the grudges they have for each other??? for what i can think of is they both still think about each other tho they both already has someone new in their life..they hate each other bcuz they proly havent settle their problems.. dats y lah!..like wat my fren said ' they do not wan to face the reality!'

y not forget about what had happened bfor this and move on with life?? there is a life ahead of u wei!..i used to get angry whenever ppl talks bad about me.. but who gives a shit lah.. jus say watever u wan..if dat can make u feel happier cuz i know u do feel happy after saying dat..cuz proly u wan ppl to feel pity for u?? argh.. no actullay.. u know y?? da whole world know what kind of person u are but they r jus keeping it to themselves and also getting ready to shoot back at u when they have reach to a point where they cuden stand u anymore..i have reached to a point where i cuden b bothered anymore.. so whenever u talk bad about me.. and when ppl come telling and asking me whether is true or not .. all i will say is ' no comment.. believe it if u think its true' dats all..oh and im not being perasan k i jus wanna let them know what ill think...i get a lot lah.. from lotsa ppl.. all diff diff wan.. and mostly all i dunno wan.. so weird! and im sure u will think dat i have issues with everyone but NO.. this ppl talks bad about me cuz of the main culprit who started spreading fake rumours..and that also i dunno who cuz all their comments on me are all the same ...jus look at how strong the word of mouth is! it REALY DOESNT MATTER WHETHER WAS UR FAULT OR MY FAULT..what matters is whether we accept for what ever dat had happened and take dat as a learning process.. and im really sorry if i have ever made u upset...ok frens?? dowan to fren me is ok but ill still treat u as my fren! and i mean it! im NO ONE till im talked about.. so thanks to u im SOMEONE now..

y not b happy cuz being happy makes u a better person..=).. love urself a bit can ar by making urself happy?? if u dont love urself its ok but think of ur fam a bit lah.. im sure they love u very much! they also dowan to see u sad right??y not make more frens rather den adding one extra enemy into ur fren's list?

so anyways.. i cant blog long la.. i gotta cont studying.. after mon u wun hear me saying' cont studying' anymore! hehe..after exam m gonna reward myself something!! haha.. for studying very deligently! haha..and i cant wait to go tulip garden soooooooooon!

toodles!!

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2009-11-14T19:22:00.004+08:00

He has definately gone to be a better place... but till now i still cant accept the fact that he is not here anymore..to tell me stories about his life since he was small or even play with us anymore.. ever.... it is jus so hard seeing other ppl having fun with their families.. i still miss him very very much.. y sad things have to happen to me..if i have ever made anyone sad punish it on me.. dont punish on someone dat i truly love and care..i jus cuden believe that this is happening.. it has been 8 months since he has gone to a better place... but sometimes i wonder.. is der really such thing as heaven.. if yes.. if he is at heaven.. will he be watching over me from up der and making sure that im alright?? Does God has other plans for him so dats y he needs to leave us so early??=(

i tot i was gonna be ok after a period of time.. but i started thinking about him very often these few days.. it hurts me seeing him go away jus like dat without leaving any messages to us.. it hurts thinking back that we all were not der with him when he had his last breathe.. it hurts so much..=(..

i feel so sad know.. i do not know whether will i b as hyper as i used to be last time anymore..it hits me so hard that it takes so long for me to stand on the ground back.. i may seem happy in the outside but in the inside of me.. i m crying my heart out hoping dat all this was jus a dream and when i wake up i can hear him calling me to go downstairs and drink the orange juice dat he make for me every morning...=(

its jus so hard...

=(

lalala

2009-11-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

hello!! jus had my first paper today!! it went ok ler.. hehe... really hope i can score well for this paper..=D
been bz for the past few days revising everything... hehe.. anyways.. i cnat blog long ler.. i gotta cont studying for my another paper which is also my last paper den im DONE with university!! hehehee..*finger crossed*

k la.. gonna bath now.. and den play psp awhile...=P.. den only study...=D

toodles!!

boo

2009-11-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

its for u..=)

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hmmm!

2009-11-09T04:33:00.002+08:00

hello.. its 4.33 am now..i cant sleep anymor eafter dat terrible dream dat i had jus few mins ago.. dammmm!! i was damm worried lah.. but i think i worried for nothing now for i know dat its not gonna happen..haha!! if dat really happens im gonna kick her till she got no face to see ppl anymore.. haa...
so yeah.. now oso is d best time to wake up cuz i need to cont study. i wanna get 2 more D!!! haha.. and also.. as u know.. da internet here in perth... we pay 130aud for 130 G here and we r sharing with 10 ppl in the house.. so faham faham la.. each ppl 13 g! but some ppl... i oso dunno y.. dunno how to use brain and think.. this person used up all the peak time which was 70 g. ok fine.. mostly la.. and dat oso not enuf.. yet.. stil downloading even till now.. so now during offpeak hours.. only we can serve the net.. den i can check my facebook's games and also update my blog.. haha!!

ok i think im talking one kind d.. im still very shocked la bout the dream i had.. i cant wait till to tell b in d morning.. haha.. i mean..later.. hehe..
so yeah..
good morning ppl!.

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@#$%!!!!!

2009-11-07T17:44:00.004+08:00

omg!!!!!

$#@%^&*@#$^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stop downloading pliz!!!
omg!! already exceeded the quota limit d but still wanna cont downloading???.. no brain or what?????

omg!!! i cant even harvest my crops in country story ok!!! cant even go facebook!! omg!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg!!! this is so crazy!! happens like almost every month!! how can i stand!! i cant stand any longer anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh!! thank God im going back sooon d!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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booooo

2009-11-07T01:02:00.003+08:00

hey..

jus got back from work... so tiring!! today biz was goood! and my boss gave me extra one dollar wth! haha.. but she was nice lah.. she asked whether i wan to eat anything or not.. but i said no cuz.... im jus being nice.....haha! dowan lah.. cuz already gonna go back d and i dowan to wait any longer anymore.. haha.. so anyways.. this is something for u guys to read..hope this can make u relax a bit after a long day of work and bsides tmr is SATURDAY!! hehe..i cant blog long cuz i need to cont study lah!!i was damm panic jus now.. was in d library bfor headed to work and i jus realised that i have so much to study !! so yeah!! there u go!

Four Catholic men and a Catholic woman were having coffee.

The first Catholic man tells his friends, "My son is a priest, when he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'.

The second Catholic man chirps, "My son is a Bishop. When he walks into a oom people call him 'Your Grace'.

The third Catholic gent says, "My son is a Cardinal. When he enters a room everyone says 'Your Eminence '.

The fourth Catholic man then says, "My son is the Pope. When he walks into a room people call him 'Your Holiness'.

Since the lone Catholic woman was sipping her coffee in silence, the four en give her a subtle, "Well....?

She proudly replies, "I have a daughter, slim, tall, 38D breast, 24" stomach and 36" hips. When she walks into a room, people say, "Oh My God."

HAHA!!

have a good weekend everyone!

love u long time biiiiiiiii....<3

wa..

2009-11-06T11:48:00.004+08:00

ooopsy daisy!! i forgot to take pics of the food that i cooked yesterday for dinnner!! argh!! sowiee~.. the food was not bad tho!! hehe.. yay!! i can cook already now!! haha.. anyways.. im at library now.. studying my arse offf... and will b heading to work later.. i feel so stressful lah.. omg.. so many chapters to study but so lil time wei!! but thank god i started my the other subjet today as i have only a week to study for dat paper.. cuz PR is pretty easy right?? all common sense.. so yeah.. hope for the best lah... hehe..

i cant chat long lah..

i gotta cont study back.. so yeah... toodles...!

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hmmmm?

2009-11-04T23:32:00.004+08:00

hellllo!!...

im so bored now!!..the weather now is getting hotter and hotter and my armpit is sweating 24 /7!! haha.. yea... dat bad!! worse than Malaysia's weather!!.. i still not in the mood to study now lah!! i jus dunno y!!haha.. cuz everyday is like a holiday to me over here.. haha..
ohw.. i had teriyaki chicken for dinner... nice!!! haha.. tmr is my turn to cook and i plan to cook chilli chicken!! haha.. as u know, im currently working now in Han's cafe.. they sell chinese food like othe normal chinese restaurants.. so yeahh.. got inspired by their cooking.. ( we got free food der so yeah.. i have tried almost all the dishes der.. nect am gonna try the sticky rice ice cream!!.=)..) and the food is gooooooood!!!..haha.. so yeahhh. i will take pic of my food tmr and upload here!! hehe.. m going for house meeting now.. ill blog soon k...

OH! and all d best to all my frens who r sitting for exams!! may u score well!!..
hehe

bye!.

haha!!

2009-11-03T16:59:00.002+08:00

HAHA!!

something funny happened yesterday!! so funny that i couldnt stop laughing even till today.. haha..

should i post it up?? hmmmm.. HAHA!!

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argh!!!!

2009-11-03T10:23:00.003+08:00

OMG!! im up so early!! i cant believe it myself!!.. will b heading to library in a whilst time.. argh!! i dunno y but im so stressed up now!! tho its only 2 papers for my exam but im panicking now.. i think cuz i never go for lecture! haha... anyways.. shall talk sooon...
bye

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=)

2009-11-02T19:57:00.004+08:00

hola!!
sorry been bz with games on facebook and psp games..haha..
anyways.. so excited! exams in a week time and im done!! no more studying d!!.. hehe..
we just came back from scarborough beach.. so damm tiring.. and d weather was so so hot!!..
i have only 2 papers to sit for my exam.. which is good.. but at the same time no good also cuz i never go for lec for my one of my papers so i do not know what is going on.. haha.. so gonna study the whole day tmr at library..with dee..hehe..
im very happy that i have already fixed things up.. i jus did not realise that i was d one who is to b blame...i always think that im the right one but i didnt realise that i make so many people sad and angry..but there are some ppl who like to purposely bring my name down but i dont care la..my world doesnt revolves around u..but if u still talk bout me ill jus assume dat u still like me and still think about me..hahha.. jk!.. but seriously.. im sorry if i have ever made anyone angry..im sorry everyone.. sorry baby..=(
anyways.. i cant blog for too long cuz m going to cont studying now.. will blog after my exams k..=)

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2009-10-25T23:47:00.001+08:00

im angry im mad and im thinking of leaving.

Good night!

C Restaurant!!

2009-10-24T22:58:00.007+08:00

hello!! pictures as promised!! haha..da food was so gooood!! awesome place to have dinner with ur love ones!!.. and its a spinning tower some more..( i cant rem what is the right word for dat..so yeah..spinning..haha) its someting like da one they hav in Kl..so yeahhh...but we cant really feel the movement tho.. busy eating our food.=)..haha.. enjoy the picturesss.=)

With Love..

MIA

2009-10-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

hey..sorry for abandoning my blog..im so bz lah these few days..busy with assignments and presentation but its all over now!! except for capstone!! which is this coming thurs...haha..thank God my group helped me put just now cuz i do not know what to to present!!..haha..oh oh!! and im so happy that we hav got 33.8/ 35 for capstone!!..haha..at first first 35 wan !! den he moderated!!..haha..so yeah... anyways.. me and bi will b heading to C restaurant for dinner.. my tutor gave me this $50 voucher!! so nice!!.. of cuz la we not gonna order anything which reach till 50 only!!.. hopefully that can cover 2 person's main course...haha..so yeah.. i will upload pics on dat k..gotta go...
=)

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2009-10-08T21:40:00.001+08:00

i dont feel like im being taken care of anymore..

haha

2009-10-03T02:30:00.002+08:00

haha..this pic jus made my day!!..=D..haha

hahah...love u bi!!

=)

2009-10-02T14:14:00.004+08:00

hey!!

im back!! im so bored now!! suppose to b doing my asian management slides now but im not very sure how to do start doing it..haha..i need bee's help!!..=D

anyways.. attented baby's convo at Uni yesterday!! congrats my dear! yay now u can work and give me half of ur salaries!!=D

time passes so fast!! mine would be on feb next year..den what should i do next?? cont with masters?? or start looking for a job?? or terus jadi air stewardess???.. i dunnno!!!..

anyways.. im not gonna upload all d pics dat i took yest here..too many d!..

congrats baby!!

omg..im so lazy to blog d now a days..i think im gonna stop soon d..haha

anywayz..gotta go..wanna play facebook games awhile..=D

yay! happy!

2009-09-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

yay!! done with the hot stamping!!..=D

TADA!!

and im very proud of it!!..=D

if u r about to think dat im showing off den get lost...muahaha..

anyways...im happy..

has been missing my baby princess for a week!!

anyways.. i jus got back from Royal perth show and my feet is so pain!!..

im gonna upload d pic tmr or something k...haha

good night..=)

Perth Royal Show here i come!

2009-09-30T13:10:00.002+08:00

hello!!

so sorry for not been updating my blog for quite sometime.. was busy with holidays boy fren and his fam..=)

so many things to talk but i dunno where to start..hmmm..

haha..anyways.. i jus finish frying rice!!..=) yum yum!! gonna bring it to the carnival cuz apparently the place der doesnt come with food.. the ticket cost like 22AUD wei!! and that is only for the entrance ticket..so yeah...will take lotsa pics and upload here soon k..im going out soon d...

happy father's day( Australia)

2009-09-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

dad,

i love u and missed u very very much

im sorry if i hav ever let u down in any ways

i missed u so much

sorry for not spending time wit u when u were still alive..=(

sorry if anyne of us take u for granted

and daddy, thank u for giving all of us such a good life and i will b grateful for wat i have now

without u, we would not be wat or where we are today

i have to rem dat all dat i have now come from u and i will appreciate dat

thank u daddy

i really missed u very much

missed those days where we used to laugh and play together

i really hope u r happy cuz dats wat i wan u to be

Happy and smiling always

Happy father's day

and also to my noti bro..happy 20th bday!

booom!

2009-08-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

hewo!!

sorry for abandoning my blog for so long..haha..
was bz with maple story...haha
i jus finished uploadin pictures!!..haha..damm happy can finish uploading them!!hehe
anyways..this week is our off week so we decided to go to kings park for BBQ!!! i like!!
haha
but the best part was we forgot to bring da meat balls, cutlery, and OIL!! haha
we ended up having sausages and some sweet potato as our dinner..but too bad me and drew left early for his ball game so we didnt get to eat anything!!..hehe..
and also!! i almost died dat day!! omg!! wat a disaster!!
right bfor we started with our bbqing and all..we hav to wait for other ppl to finish their cooking..so the boys( fond teck onn and nick tsau) decided to play futsal on da grass!!..dat nvm.. da best part was.. teck on accidently kick da ball up to da tree branch..we took like almost one hour to bring da ball down.. since we needed some one lighter to b carried up, so y not i try right??haha..yea..it was damm bloddy scary k..i shouted like a mad lady nonstop!!..poor teck onn has to tahan carrying me der..i stand on his shoulder some more..haha..da funniest part was even after trying to get da ball down for few times, i still cant bring da ball down..haha..waste his effort of carrying me..and poor him yest while playing futsal with nick, he accidently sprained his neck..its was proly due to that day la..haih..sorry..=)
anyways..cant upload da pics to my blog la~!! m using drew's laptop now..he is helping me with my work..=))
so ill upload later at night or tmr k..=)

=)

.ps: she looked really funy is this pic..=) ..haha..(my house mate)

=D

2009-08-14T15:45:00.006+08:00

yes i know..i havent been blogging for quite some time...im so so lazy to blog la now...haha

im so into maple story now god knows why!!.haha..my class started like 3 weeks back d and im still paying maple almost all da time...i must stop playing wei!!! haha..lets see..where is stop...hmmm..oh yea.. whne i was back in Kl i went to aquaria with my mum and bro..it was actually my first time der..haha.always wanted to go der but its either me or my family not free..so yeah...well it was boring la..i dont understand y some ppl can walk till 3 hours?? gila!! i walked der for like less den one hour only wei!! nothing much inside oso..nothing mesmorized me!!..i expected more la seriously..but oh well..at least when ppl ask da next time whether hav i been der den i can tell dem' yes i have been der!! hehe

anyways..took lotsa pictures der..=)..but im jus gonna uplaod few la..3 i mean..hehe..da rest i will uplaod it on Facebook..=)

me and mumy

haha...this is da sting ray ..da big wan..da face damm cute right..hehe

anyways...not to forget..went for my sistes's convo which was held at nikko hotel in KL..yea took lotsa pictures too but im so lazy to uplaod all here..da rest is at Facebook..=D

hehe..k la..gonna go out soon wanna shop for pumps!!..=D
toodles!!.

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=D

2009-07-22T22:29:00.001+08:00

hello...hahah...
guess where am i now???
haha..im at uni playing left 4 dead...with drew and frens..=)

=O

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=)

2009-07-19T18:55:00.003+08:00

hello
dam lazy to update my blog la these few days..i think its d weather la...haha.
so anyways..suan kuan was right la..when u bought something dat u always dream of having, it will eventually make u wan to keep buying and buying..haha...he even bet with me dat if i can stick to my Lv bag and dont buy anymore till i die den he will get me 10 diff types of Lv bags!!haha..
anyhow..this is not my main purpose blogging..im not into Lv products or wat so ever..i jus so happen to like d design of that particular bag ler..hav been looking for that type since....coll???..yea..2 years bag i bought this green square bag from cats whiskers and i love it very much! love it cuz of the simple design..jus green and its square..and so kam ngam Lv has dat too..=D..so yea..so i got it!..=)..and now..im looking for an Lv wallet..haha...i ve been wanting to buy a wallet ,jus dat havent found d right wan yet..but dat day when i was at the Lv shop..i saw many nice designs ler...its a bit pricy ler..but buying in Aus is way cheaper den buying in Malaysia..so i got the green light d from mum and im so happy!..haha..i saw few whites wan..not very sure wats da name oso..haha..see!! im not in Lv bags wan k! dont even know da model name oso..=D..so yeah..hav veen using this pink mickey wallet for 2 years i think..and its very black d now..=)..
but i myself oso not very sure whether to buy or not..if i found wallet that looks nice for me..den ill jus buy...it doesnt matter whether its a normal wallet without brand or with brand..da important wan..looks nice can d..=)..i know it is a waste of money to buy an Lv wallet..but u know..for me..if i d hav a proper bag and wallet which can last for long..y not right??.. da green bag dat i bought wan...got hole dekat bawah!!..i accidently put my screw driver inside my bag..sigh...but nvm..now at least i have one proper nice bag..so i shall use it for long...=)

ill b going back to perth later at 12.05am flight..sigh..i really dont feel like going back la...i like it here so much..sigh...if i stay here ill miss him..if go ill miss my fam...=(...

cant type long d..gonna cont packing...

toodles...

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boo!

2009-07-17T18:10:00.005+08:00

weeeee

so sorry for not been updating my blog...da food has taken over me and is making me feel very sleepy every time after i eat GOOD food!! yummmmmm...

hahaha..today had lou shi fun at ss 15 der...so nice!!....hahah and yesterday had pan mee at ss 19!..haha

anyways...lets roll back shall we??

few days after i came back from perth i went for yum cha with eddie tim kenny and chan..its was a good yum cha session lah!!..good people..good food!..we went to kandar at jaya one der....talk till 1 den we decided to go for supper..this tim came up with his briliant idea bout going to gotong to hav prawn mee... a bit gila right...all d way der jus for prawn mee..haha..so we ended up makan at KL..petaling street derr..not very sure wats da place called but according to eddie..they serve da best lou shi fun der..and sorry guys if da pic wasnt clear cuz i did not bring my camera..managed to took it with my iphone..=)

omg!! it takes so long man jus to load a pic!! im gonna uplaod all on Fb k!!

im gonna makan now...yea i know its early ..k la...=)

bye!!

beeeeeeeezeeeeee

2009-06-28T03:11:00.002+08:00

hello!!
so sorry for not been updating my blog!! been bz lah!!..i took lotsa picures these few days!! but im not gonna upload all of them here ler..i uploaded them on Facebook d!..hehe..im gonna be bz this few days oso...gonna b busy packing to go back malaysia for the holidays..yay!!
hehe
so yeah...

ill definately gonna blog everyday when i reach malaysia cuz i need to self quarantine myself at home for 7 days!..so yeah..gonna update wat i do from day to night..haha..
k la..gonna sleep now..omg!! its 3 in d morning..good night!!

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2009-06-21T22:52:00.004+08:00

i have come to a point where i cuden stand being sad anymore..im so tired u know..i really wanna rest..exam went ok..thank god for dat..what worries me most now is my bro..tho he is a very noti boi but still he is my bro..he was admitted to the hospital and till now doc is still not sure what is wrong with him..

i do not want to keep feeling sad or down for losing one of the most important person in my life as it is affecting me real bad...i promise him that i will study my arse off to come back with that cert and show it to him..i may look ok from the outside but the inside of me really hits me so hard that it takes me so long for me to stand back on the ground..y sad things must happen to me..is it because ive done something bad bfor and since god still has mercy for me so he hits it on someone dat i love n care so much???..i tried so hard to keep myself busy like watching some movies on foxtel.i jus watched alvin and the chipmonk and mama mia btw..=).. but the thing jus keep coming to me..dad sacrifices so much for us..he rather stay in indonesia and work hard jus to see a smile on each of our faces;dat cute lil smile dat he alwyas gets after he gets back from work when we were still a lil gal..i miss his smile so much. i wan him so badly..i know its imposibble to see him again..but his memories with all of us willl b kept in my heart; the way he smiles, the way he walks, wat he usualy brings when we go for outing; a packet of tissues, his ipod and a bottle of water..i jus hate da feeling now..i guess things r diff now.. n it wun b perfect anymore..cuz it seems dat everything that we r about to do in da mere future will b diff..we will smile when we r happy but sad at da same time as he cant experience doing it with us.. having to live the way things r now is gonna b tough..real tough..

omg..my head is spinning..i cant type much..im gonna rest now..
once again..happy fathers day..=)

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happy father's day..

2009-06-21T22:40:00.003+08:00

hey...so so sorry for the super late updates...been bz with exams and now...shopping!!..hahaa

anyways..im here jus to wish all fathers out there a very happy father's day..i know its a lil too late for me to wish but its not 12 yet!..=)..

dad, happy father's day...i know u heard what i said yesterday..i hope u r happy up there..im sad dat i cant send u cards to wish u or even call u straight now..jus want u to know that u r the best dad ever and no one can ever replace u in my heart..love u di...='(

much love...

i will update tmr or something kk..im so tired la these few days..lotsa things on my mind..=)

lala

2009-06-02T20:27:00.003+08:00

so many things to do but so lil time i have!!

argh!!! finals is jus around d corner but im so so lazy to start studying..!!

anyways..so sorry for abandoning my blog for some time..do not hav the time to blog at this period of time..arghhh..stress giler babi!!..
will upload denise's bday party pics sooon k!!

gtg!!...bye!

MIA

2009-05-23T14:49:00.003+08:00

hey..will b away for few days...busy studying for the upcoming test on mon..=)

=(

2009-05-11T21:26:00.004+08:00

u know it would b really really nice if i have close realtives around me..seeing my frens pics celebrating their bday with their realtives really makes me happy for them and at da same time sad for me and my fam...every year we celebrated each of our bdays with only mum dad and da siblings.. and now dad is not around anymore, it will only left da 4 of us.. and sorry babe! cant b der fo ur bday! hope ull hav ur fun with june hui da squirel !!..=)..so anyways.. yea..its sad la seeing happy pictures....

it has been 3 months since my dad has gone to a better place and u know..i finally managed to handle it better now..tho i still cry sometimes bfor i sleep but im so much better now..=)...it has been 3 months and yea...my dad's side never contacted my mum at all...so terrible ok..i mean...we r all fam ok...y wanna ignore all...last time worse...when my dad is still around they will only call our house fon to look for my dad...and dats all lah..so terrible...from da very start ,they all jus dont like seeing us happy..even they dont like seeing my parents happy.. and now no need to say lah...worse...i dont like my aunty..i hate her so much!! she jus cant stop puting fire even aftre so long..she still talks bad bout my mum to my dad when my dad goes to look for his mum and her...man....u r a teacher la for god sake!!..and u teach moral some more omg!! do u think backstabing ur own in laws is good ar???..i jus hate her la..u know dat day after da funeral she still can call me asking whether my dad got write will and all or not..i was like...wth!!mind ur own business la..even if he did oso, u wun even get his money la..and yeah..so i said yea he got la..den she ask me how much some more..omg!!...she damm money minded lah!!..she damm kepo some more...she knows dat oso u know..she jus dont like seeing us happy!! she is so bad!!..i hate her!! no wonder nobody likes her when she was teaching at seafield scul!! serves her right!!...so yea...now lagi worse..they never even bother to call and ask how is my mum ok!!..and u know! i felt damm happy dat day when my mum told me dat she bumped into my aunty at the bank and my aunty, as usual la...acting like she care..asking my mum how is she all..and u know wat my mum did?? she jus walked off! good lah!!..im sure she damm malu lah and go back to her mum and start complaining der lah and who gives a shit!!.. now dad not around d and she cant complain to my dad..she jus love complaining to my dad every single thing wei...and she expects my dad to choose la..them or us...but my dad alwyas give in.. cuz he knows dat we all understand his situation..hate her so much!!..and she doesnt like me for god knows y oso!! ever since i was born into this fam she never liked me ok!! dat nvm.. she can say dat im a very ugly gal and i look like my mum..so i think dat is y she doesnt like me but i dont care la..

haih...u see..i jus hate this kind of relatives.. they only bother bout u when they wan to find out stuff..terrible...i think its better if this ppl dont kacau my mum anymore...haih..seeing my mum on webcam d other day make me sad ler..i know dat she is trying to b happy whne she talk to me cuz i know she doesnt hav da mood to talk as well.. haihh..

sorry guys..got no pics today..been bz with assignments and tests...ohw and yea..was playing with my web cam and took few pics as well..haha...i show u one of my bestest pic k??chehwah!..hehehe

so ok lah...im signing off...will talk sooon..=)

love

=)

2009-05-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

helllooo...so sorry for the late post..hehe..been busy...yesterday went to harbour town for kai kai with bi..and i finally found da australian clock!!..hehe..gonna buy it da next time i go there as i have to confirm with mum which is is da nicest wan!!..=P..

oh..den we went to watch movie after dat with denise and ming wei...we watched fast and furious..hehe..it was not bad ler..tho i expected more..but i do enjoy it lah...hehe...one thing good bout da cinema here is dat its free sitting..so we sit where ever we like..hehe...ohw and yeah...hav to bd er early a bit lor..later no place..hehe...

i cant talk more la..need to do my strategic management's assignment....=(..damm stress la this sem...my mid term result oso nto dat good..haih...damm panic wei....so ok la...will talk sooon...=)

with love..=)

dont make it hard as it already is

2009-05-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

...im not gonna say much here cuz this is jus between us..
im tired la..
i jus cuden stand it anymore..
im so tired...
no mood to blog ler..
ill upload d yesterday's party's pics tmr k?

bye..

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2009-05-01T11:01:00.002+08:00

arghhh!!
damm annoyed with my group mate!!...
im so stressed out wei...studying abroad is not as easy as wat u tot it will be....haihh.. but it is definitely a challange for me!!..=)
so anyways..i received a news from a fren of mine tellling me that one of our fren is getting married...on MOTHER'S day!!..next week!! yea..dats fast right!! but she has found her man so i think dats good enuf la to get married dat early...hehe...know her since form 1 ler...dat time was at SJ scul for half year..den she shifted to 13 scul..so we practically hang out together la wei...go for makan together and all..even we went for the same tuition teacher..hehe..so happy for her lah..finally found her soul mate..=)

i cant talk much la..need to do my assignment...eeeeeeeeee!!
hate assignments!!!..
so yeahh.. oh!! im gonan go to garden city tmr tmr with bi in da afternoon to buy pressent for ming wei...he is having a bbq party at the night at tania's place...cross dress is da code..yay!! can dress bi!!..so okay..
will put up some pics sooon aftre da party..=)..

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=))

2009-04-29T21:20:00.009+08:00

hewoe.....as promised!! pics!!heheh

i hope i can upload more pics and talk more on wat happened for da past few days but da connection sudd went sissy lah!!..my room mate jus came back and now streaming..omg!!!...

actually i d uploaded all on my fb..so u all see der la k..i need to get back to my entrepreneur assignment...see yea...=)

happy!!

2009-04-26T23:53:00.003+08:00

helllo!!..hehhe
so happy!! now got foxtel d!!!...hehe...now i really feel like home...hehe...
for those of u who do not know wats dat..its something like astro where they have lots and lots of channels here...more den astro wei..so its good la!!..every sunday can watch my wife and kids d!!hehe...and im watching american idol now..hehe...and also andrew bought a car d..so yeah..dats good!! dat means dat he can bring me where ever i wan to go d!!hehe.. we going out tmr i think...hehe...so yeah..happy!!..
so anywayz..went out for dinner with my gang to some chinese restaurant at COMO..whihc is near to my house..i cant rem wat my dish called d but if im not wrong it was called combination of mee..haha...ive no idea wats da dish called but its soemtime like dat lah..hehe..it cost me 16.50 aud ler...worth it ler..cuz damm lotsa chicken cubes and vege..me like!!..hehe..dang! forget to take pic of da food la...oh and btw..bi had chilli mussells....nice!! but not as nice as the one we tried at vics park..next time when we go der ill take pic and let u all c k!.=)

omg..i do not wats wrong with my iphone..cant seem to load da pics out from da fon...arggghhh... but nvm...ill try tmr again la...im a bit tired ler..gonna watch tv awhile den sleep..omg..i haven start doing my assignments yet!...haiyoo..k lah...
see yea!!
will upload da pics tmr k!..=)

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=)

2009-04-24T16:36:00.004+08:00

hello...

ohw..im so bored now...am actually at abacus at uni here waiting for bi to finish his class...need to wait another hour!! omg...

anywayz..had my second test for corporate today..it went ok ler..tho i made few mistakes..hopefully tutor wun minus so much of my marks wei..hehe...

ohw..RC is so nice...now u can buy toilet bowl for ppl to do business..hahaha...i bought pink colour some more..go visit my RC on FB ler...i d made a link on my blog d...so add me if u wanan see my RC..haha...jk...

weather is getting colder and colder d now..omg..jus cuden stand da weather wei..i did not bath some more yes..haha..im so stress la these few days..i got 3 assignment due next wekk wei..and each dueing on tues wed thurs!! omg!! and i haven start doing it yet some more...great right..haha...

so lazy to blog wei now a days..dunno y...i think its da weather ler...jus feel like sleeping all da time..haha..anywayz..i d booked my ticket to malaysia during da hols..will b der fro 12 days...enuf ar??.haihhh..cuz if wanna extend right have to pay extra 100 rm ler...alot right?? ..miss home so much lerrrr..miss mummy!

im gonna stop here ler...dunno wat else to talk ler..will blog back after next wekk k..after finish doing my 3 assignments..so yeah..bye!

.( omg..i jus realized dat my stories r all hanging la..all da above..hhaa..toodlessss)

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2009-04-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

i hate my life so much now...i felt like dying... i tried to move on la but i cant la..i dunno how long will this takes..i have to make da most out of it as there is nothing much i can do anymore...i feel sad seeing families..it breaks my heart..when i look at my wallet.. pencil or anything.. it will remind me of my dad..as i got all this from his hard earned money...he sacrifices to work in indonesia for 25 years wei..and dats how long my mom and dad have been together...jus turned 25th on the 2nd feb...same day as dad's bday..but he left ater 20th...=(..but i do must rem dat those sacrifices dat he gav were made out of love...to provide me and my siblings the best..but i must think bout it from his perspective as it is worth it to see us all happy.. i might think i rather not spend his money and all but in reality those decisions were not for me to make ..as it was for him and my mom...

i cant think la..im gonna try to cont study..love u daddy...=(

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=(

2009-04-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

i jus got my finance analysis result for my first test which is worth 35% and guess wat..i did so badly in dat paper..evreybody did ok u know..i got 9% only..so bad....omg..im so so stupid...=(

Zoo!

2009-04-17T20:14:00.007+08:00

hello..=)

jus had dinner only and da dinner was great!! i cooked beef rendang!! and bi loves it as well!!..heheheee

its super nice wei!!..hahaa..thanks to mummy..she taught me bfor i left!! heart her!!...miss home..=(

anyways..i went to the zoo with bi and dee today..hehe..den went to the beach after dat..took lotsa pics at the zoo and im not gonna upload here cuz slow la.. must upload one buy one where as Facebook can terus upload da whole album terus..and fast some more...=)..

but ill upload a few pics here k??=)

the tortoise with da long neck..hehee

hehe..this is very cute u know...its like a babe crocodile but den da mouth not sharp wan.its blunt..da shape of the face like love shape wan..didnt get to take d face la..too many ppl in front of me..=(..very cute..walk very slow...like tortoise..=)

hehe..da rest ill upload it on Fb k??hehe..im gonna cont playing restaurant city now..must play while i still can ma..or else later after class starts d no time for it...hehe..

muah!

2009-04-16T21:34:00.001+08:00

omg!!
hahaha..
i jus laugh to tears..andrew keep adding ppl on Facebook jus to hav more frens for his restaurant city so dat he can get more ingredients for his food..HAHAHA!!

hahaaa....

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<3

2009-04-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

ahah...was browsing tru my pics and i found this pic funny..haha..

with love.....a bit...hahaha

=)

2009-04-16T21:07:00.005+08:00

yay!! so happy!! my sis finally found a job!!..yay! she will b working for DFZ capital.( duty free zone company)...yay!!!...so happy for her..hehe..and transport provided some more and the meeting point is at usj 11..hehe...

and also..was shocked jus now when sis told me dat mum received a call from some scammer..ish...when my mum answered da call she heard a boy screaming for help and he was speaking in chinese wth!! so obvious dat non of us speak chinese and my mum she actually believe lah!..she off the fon and ask my bro to come back..den after bro reached home so kam ngam the same number called and this time some malay guy talked to my mum and said' so u sudah takut kan??' my mum terus hang...

omg..damm scary right..but u know.. if dat time i was da one who answered i will believe oso ler..cuz u panic ma...scary wei..last time u always hear ppl kena and all..and now u pulak getting this kind of call..but thank God again la nothing bad bad happen...so yeah..tot of sharing this with u guys... hehe..=)

anywayz...so happy for my sis!! yay..dat means dat she can buy me dresses!! and food!!..heheheee...love her!!...

list to do for ur lil sister for having finally found a job:
-buy her dresses whether is cheap or exp gila babi
-buy her LV bag( da one she always wanted wan..bi owes me too!!..=P)
-buy her dinner at delicious..( everytime oso she buy me wan when we go outing..but still!! jus wan to remind her..=P..)
-buy her those nails stuff..to decorate her nails
-buy baby cecilia a beautiful dress..=)
-...to b cont..=)

muahs her!

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2009-04-16T20:07:00.005+08:00

omg!!
i lost my bus card AGAIN!!..and inside left 9AUD somemore!!..=(
wth!!..omg...ish..

haih..anyways..im playing restaurant city now on FB..so fun and addictive la...haha..

jus now i was so mad wei..i was chatting with my close fren at states tru msn..den she was telling me dat this x of hers jus asked her for sex...omg!! wth!! u ade gf la idiot rubbish dumbass!!!..u jus see how desperate guys are now!! wth wei...he is working now some more okay! wats so hard for u ,basket, to spend money on looking for hoookers ????omg...damm cho hei!!..or go and fark da walls la..if u think dat ur dick is so big!! and u shud do dat everyday to improve ur skills FIRST!! hahaaaa...cuz i dont think u r even good enuf for any gals in this world..not even ur current wan la macha!! omg!!...he make it sounds like he is so wanted and adored by every gals (pui!! my ass!!) in this world and only he can chose who he can fark him..nah!! fark urself!!..im so sorry for being rude...i jus cant stand this kind of ppl..(sorry God for i have sin...=P) really piss me off..he not to say dat good looking oso...omg..is he is really good looking everybody will fall for him la wth!! and those who fall for him wan all no brains wan...u know im jus so glad dat we din happen dat time seriously..or else i wuden know wat he did to me..!! im so glad!! and grateful GOD for he was not interested in me..haha..so yeah..glad my fren told dat desperado off!!...haih...im feeling better noww..i jus despise seeing this kind of ppl u know..he proly LOA or jus wanted to b in da middle of the crowd..eh no..proly he feels dat nobody care bout him anymore and dats y he needs to do something brainless so dat ppl will talk bout him and bcome famous back..wth..ahah..

(breathe in..breathe out..)

im feeling better now..so much..hehe...

haih..i miss daddy so much..according to my mum..lets put it this way..according to those who r praying to buddha, we will b reborn back after 49 days..and for those who r not able to let go the attachments dat they have fo each other, the soul may proly wander around and this may not b good for the soul,and these souls may proly wander for years!! yea...dad has gone for reincarnation..i hope it is for good dat he has gone.. it has been 49 ++ days since he has gone..it was really tough at first to accept it.. but as time goes by..i tend to understand dat everything dat happens in this world ,whether is good or bad, it happens for a reason..we may not know wat da reasons are but someday, somehow, u will eventually know..though i miss him so badly now..i must learn to accept dat nobody is born perfect..if dad were still here, he will tell me to b grateful with wat i have now..whether in terms of family, or even money. im grateful dat at least i used to hav a dad who was always by my side when i need him..grateful dat he was der when im down..unlike ppl without parents where they dont even hav the chance to feel their love and care..haih...sometimes i wonder is there really such things as heaven and hell..if there is..where??up there??where??down there??where??..i always tot dat after u died, dat means u died d..no such things as souls being reborn or anything..and babies are born out due to da nature of wat GOD has created..but u know..better believe den not right...hmm...can someone tell me??as every religious has their own saying bout this..

im sad back again..=(

Rottnest Island

2009-04-15T18:56:00.003+08:00

hello...jus got back form Rottnest island!! so exhausted but it was so fun la...had so much fun...riding on da bike was da best wan and also da most horrible wan!! after cycling for a day...my down der damm pain wei..haha...i wish i can upload some pics up here or in Facebook but the connection here so sissy!!.. actually da connection here is good wan, jus dat one fo my room mate cant stop downloading her chinese drama omg!!...

so yeah...will upload soon when the connection is better k? later at night mayb..=)

=)........=I........=(

2009-04-12T20:59:00.007+08:00

sigh.....i miss my family so much lerr..i tot of going back after my this sem den study back in malaysia for my last sem....haih...terrible la me...
haih..i miss taking lotsa pics with sister..i miss taking pics with my baby cecilia and dragon....

sis and me!

haih..dats jus part of life dat we all hav to go tru eh...try staying alone so u can b independant in da future and all..but i cannot la..proly not da time yet..haha..

this pic was taken a week ago while waiting for bus to the adelaide terrace perth at city...

so okay..im gonna sleep now..hehe...

lalalaaaaa

2009-04-12T20:38:00.006+08:00

hellooooeeeeeee

sorry for not updating..was away during da holidays..went to York Town..its actually one hour drive away from where im currently staying now...so yeah..went there for 3 days 2 nights..=).
so lazy to talk...lets jus let da pictures do da talking shall we???..=)

but den i din really take many pictures ler...mostly its only me in da pictures...haa..

but i uploaded watever i took on Facebook...=)..so go check der k!..=)

ohw and btw..we had dim sum for breakfast...cho cho nice!!..my tau fu fah!!..hehe..

i jus realised dat im getting lazier day by day wei..omg..last time i damm semangat wan when it comes to uploading pictures on my blog...haha...so anyways..gotta go...wanna go sleep soon d..woke up damm early wei today....so okay..byebye..

=(

2009-03-31T01:51:00.002+08:00

haih..ive jus received a document sent by my sister..the power of attorney document..haih...when i saw da part which stated da date of my dad's passing..i really felt like crying...seriously till now i still cant accept da fact dat he has already gone...i dunno how long will this takes..i cry to sleep almost every night u know..thinking y didnt i do something to prevent that particular incident from happening..i dunno how to move on seriously...yes, to tell u da truth..it is actually affecting my studies real bad...( dad pliz dont b sad reading this...ill b on track soon..ill try not to let this affect me cuz i know u wan me to do my best and not let anything affect me...)..and im cring now..i jus cant stand it la...

really gonna sleep now

good night di..

oopsss

2009-03-31T01:42:00.002+08:00

p/s: eh i was too mad la jus now dats why i typed everything out but i really dont blame u at all la nick for taking my fried rice cuz u really dunno whose want was dat belong to ma and u tot was belong to the ah kungs wan ma..so dont feel guilty k..instead i shud thank u for finishing it for me cuz seriously..not nice at alll..i dunno how to u can tahan eating..haha..seriously..dont feel guilty k..i dont blame u at all..DONT BE K>>=)

gonna sleep now...=)..

yeah..who cares whos da juice stealer is..karma will pay him or her back sooner or later...=)

good night daddy..=)

omg!

2009-03-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

oh my god!!

im so bengang today!!!...
someone took my new bottle juice and drink it..and now left half only!!..wth..

ok here how we actually found out..bi and me decided to put a mark everytime right after we drink our juice..jus incase la..u know..if ppl come and drink..dat was last night.
this morning..i was happily walking to da fridge with bi for my orange mango juice...and omg!!...someone actually went and took our juice from out other bottle..and its not open bfor wan ok wth!!!.....we got out our both names der big big some more okay!..wth!! damm pissing offfffff!! wan to take oso take la from da one already open right?????smart a bit la if wanna curi!..this wat happened when u stay with ppl dat u know...they tend to take things for granted..wth..jus cuz u know me, i know u.. so dat means u can simply take and drink is it??? da part dat i dont undertsand is...omg...da bottle is new wan k!! meaning nobody open it bfor!!..meaning either me or bi havent rasmikan yet ok!!!and our both name written on it some more and i purposely write big big ok!!!..and u dare to drink it from der some more! wth!!..damm pising off.. is not dat ur parents never give u money right to spend it here???? y must u take other ppls drink?? wth!! im so moving out wei after this sem..i rather stay with ppl dat i dunno...cuz da most they take oso proly utensils...omg..had enuf wei....dat day was my fried rice..dat i dont mind la cuz my fren doesnt know...arggghhh...watever la...damm pissing offf...now everybody said no ok!!! omg!!!...

='(

2009-03-20T09:36:00.000+08:00

im so so down now...='(

(cries..)

lalaaaa

2009-03-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

u know wat makes me feel better??

listen to this song, always by your side by sheryl crow and sting...=)

go down load and listen!!

='(....

2009-03-18T11:49:00.006+08:00

pliz help and guide me to have the courage to stand back to move forward as there is a life ahead of me..im so down now..i wake up with a sad feeling every morning..i do not know wat else to do..i missed him so much..i still cant accept da fact dat this is how our life is gonna b without him..every morning i tell myself dat i must b happy but towards d end of the day i still feel sad..=((

i woke up very early today..around 9 plus..he was da first thing dat crossed my mind when i woke up..=((..i force myself to sleep back till 12..my head is so pain now..i dunno how to not think dat he has gone..=(..bsides i miss my family so so much..i damm emo la..i dunno wat else to blog now bsides blogging bout how depress i am right now..

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spot the diff...

2009-03-17T22:42:00.004+08:00

this was taken bfor we got together...

this is now...hahaa

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haha..anyways..gotta go..=(

='(

2009-03-17T10:30:00.004+08:00

sometimes thing r easier said den done...
ppl come telling me dat to b strong and tough and show him dat i can b happy even when he is not around..i do appreciate wat they told me ..but it seems hard for me to try to do it..im a very stubborn gal..i sometimes want things my way..eh...most of the times..haha..i wonder how bi can able to stand me..but i do give in sometimes k...=p..

so anyways..having to live d way things r now is gonna b tough..where ever i go..ill think of him...yea..of cuz u cant jus forget bout him but when u come to think back of the things dat we did together last time..it really makes me sad..things r really diff now tho i kept telling my self dat things will come back to normal and perharps i shall jus assume dat he is till in Indonesia working der...=P..mum and sis r now at Indonesia..settling dad's stuff there..haih...its really sad seeing my mummy cried dat day..we lost a dad;someone who we can count on when we need advices and all; but mum, she lost her life time partner..i tried to b strong when i was back in Malaysia, trying not to cry in front of my mum cuz i know she will b even more sad as she has no one to go holidays with, no one to talk to her on da bed bfor she sleeps, no one to go walk walk with when the kids r not at home..=(..

seriously i dunno how long im gonna post bout this la..im sorry guys..i jus need to let it out cuz i wil feel less sad and fell better..i rather post it out here den talking to da toilet bowl and flush it all out kan??...

-cHing mEi-

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2009-03-14T13:36:00.003+08:00

hey..m not in da mood to blog today..a lot of stuffs r going on my mind and i cant seem to get it out fom my head..gonna sleep now eventhough i jus woke up only...night..

..

2009-03-12T10:51:00.009+08:00

i do not want to keep feeling sad or down for losing one of the most important person in my life as it is affecting me real bad...i cant seem to b concentrating in classes even when im suppose to..i promise him that i will study my arse off to come back with that cert and show it to him..i may look ok from the outside but the inside of me really hits me so hard that it takes me so long for me to stand back on the ground..y sad things must happen to me..is it because ive done something bad bfor and since god still has mercy for me so he hits it on someone dat i love n care so much???..for da past few days i tried so hard to keep myself busy but the thing jus keep coming to me..i blame myself for da cause of his death..i should jus give dat basket da money instead of him asking from dad..he jus loves taking advantage on dad when dad is not feeling well..i hate him for doing dat..he sacrifices so much for us..he rather stay in indonesia and work hard jus to see a smile on each of our faces;dat cute lil smile dat he alwyas gets after he gets back from work when we were still a lil gal..i miss his smile so much. i wan him so badly..dad always ask us to b greatful for everything dat we hav now..i guess im not grateful enuf..i know its imposibble to see him again..but his memories with all of us willl b kept in my heart; the way he smiles, the way he walks, wat he usualy brings when we go for outing; a packet of tissues, his ipod and a bottle of water..i jus hate da feeling now...a family consists of dad mum and da siblings.. and i guess things r diff now.. n it wun b perfect anymore..cuz it seems dat everything that we r about to do in da mere future will b diff..we will smile when we r happy but sad at da same time as he cant b doing it with us..ders so many places dat he wanted to go somemore..omg..my teras r falling now..i dunno how long will this affect me but i hope at da same time he will b der for me emotionally tru da hard times..love u di....so so much....=)

OMG

2009-03-02T13:05:00.002+08:00

OMG>>

im so blur!!!

i dont understand wat is he talking about!!
im now at LAB for finance analysis class..i dont understand la when it comes to excelllll!!!1
haiyo...
im so blur..first classs is so important wei....omg...

=(((

...

2009-02-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

i cant afford to let u go..

=(

2009-02-27T14:52:00.002+08:00

im very sad..
i gave up...
im very sad..

....

2009-02-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

y so many problems hav to come at da same week..

=(

u take care....

dad

2009-02-25T20:06:00.003+08:00

he is da noisiest in da family
he is always da one making us laugh when we r sad
he is da one who always smile whenever he is down
always da cheerful wan
he is someone dat i can talk to when i need some advice
he is more like a fren to me
he is da one who always play with us after he comes back from work

can i go back to how we used to b last time?
can i turn back time and spend more time with u?

going to the gym on every sunny evening
bringing da dogs for a walk
feeding cecilia and dragon fruits
telling jokes to us
bringing us out for outing together
telling me stories bout childhood life bfor i go to bed
company me when im scared
advice me when i do not know wat to do
help me to decide when i cuden
feed me apple
doesnt mind holding my sweaty palms
always try to make me happy even when he knows dat im upset over petty stuff
always give me watever i want

ders so many to b listed down..im so greatful and glad dat i used to hav u in my life..life wuden b perfect without a dad like u

he had his last breathe on the 21th of February 2009.. i was cooking dat time at perth till my cousin came to my house and informed me bout the bad news..i didnt know wat to do..i tried calling mum sis and bro but nobody return back my call.i was so lost..i jus spoke to him 2 days ago...he seems fine dat time...i rushed home....took da 2.55am plane with bi..

i cuden stop crying seeing him..

=(

=(

a life without him will b different now..
as most of the things dat i do. i do it with him..
it is fun doing it with him as he never fails to make me laugh.
he laughs all da time. ders never once i see him sad..

love u daddy...always..

...

2009-02-11T11:09:00.003+08:00

hello der...
sorry for the late post....
touched down at perth on the 5th feb..was a tiring day dat day..sit on da plane till my butt went numb...
so anywayz..haven got my internet connection yet..am now at uni actually...

ill blog soon la....=)...

boooo hooooo

2009-02-02T21:57:00.010+08:00

hey!!

hehe...jus had my bath only..so fresh wei..haha...today darn tired wei..went to sungei wang with mum. omg i jus heard a loud fire crackers coming from my neighbour's housee..sooo loud wei..i think its for the hokkien celebration wan..heh..so anyways..went der at around 11 . went der to look for boots..yay!! bot it at last after dunno how long..haha..it costs 109 bucks..i think its ok right...cuz went to survey other shops and all selling like 169+++ ..crasy!!!..ahah..and and and i also bought a dresssssss....earlier i borrowed da same dress from Rebecca, a fren of mine. did ask her which online boutique she bot from but she cuden rem and so happen they do sell it at sungei wang..i mean duh!! they memeng so pasti sell der wan..im tupid la..haha..and its darn cheap!! 25 bucks!!!..=))

yay..sudah beli semua yang diperlukan utuk di bawa ke Aus already..yay...hehe..now its packing time!!.. packed a bit d this afternoon.. darn worried wei if the bagasi is over weight..haiyo..anywayz..no time to upload pictures and i only able to upload one only..very busy now..and of cuz..its my pic...=P

kk..2 pics....haha...anyways..cut my hair 2 days ago..went to summit to cut.so kam ngam bi wanted to buy dvd but den da movies dat we wanted to watch not out yet...hmm..will try to look for it this few days...=)..so okay...gonna offf....eh!! dang...forgot to upload da pictures which me and sis took at pyramid..from dat lala machineeee..=)..here it goesss...

dats about it..wil upload other pics soon k...

nitesss

love u baby..=)

happy happy!!

2009-01-28T21:50:00.003+08:00

lalalalalaaa...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

with love,

from Me and Princess Candy!!!

boooo!

2009-01-21T20:02:00.005+08:00

yay..im going out with sis next week to pyramid..it has been so long since we both went out together...hehe..cant wait.anywaysss..went to watch the spirit 2 days ago with biiiii..hehe..it was okay la but i duno y most of da ppl said d at da movie wa horrile and all..some of dem left 15 mins afte da show some more..haha...anywayz..no mood to blog la today....stupid aunty pisssed me off jus nowwww...eeeee...

this was taken while we were at da changing room..we always do dat actualy..=)

this was taken 2 days ago outside cineleisure...=)

gtg..will upload da water fall pic tmr or something k!!..

good day ppl!!

genting!!

2009-01-19T12:51:00.009+08:00

heys..i went up genting last year bfor my birthday with da family..ahaha.. my blog all jumble up d..suppose to upload da genting pictures first but den luper pulak..haha..anyways.. we went der in da moring came back arund 7...tiring day but we had fun!!

hiayo..ill upload later k..need to do my visa stuff first..=)

=)

2009-01-19T12:24:00.013+08:00

hello..good afternoon !..hehe..i set my alarm at 11 bt i woke up at 1..greattt...haha.so anyways..i had a great time on my birthday on the 22nd Dec. celebrated with family at home..bought a cake from Secret Recipe...yea i turned 21 d!! omg!!! so old d!!!!! and im gonna b 22 this yeazr!!zomg!!!...and da next day went for dinner with bi..im happy cuz im stil celebrating with my family bfor i leave for Aus as im not sure whether will i be coming back anymore or not..my ask me to stay der and find a job der..sigh..so many things in mind now..so many problems come at the same time some more..i jus dunno wat to do now...Dear God, please show me or help me or guide me.. wat should i do to make things get better . watever i do now is not helping him at all..not making him any better tho he got some improvement..sigh..anyway..here r some of my birthday picturesss.=)

yummy!!

this is daddy here..and mummy at the back carrying dragon..=)

Dragon greedy!!!!

daddy and me!!!

last but not least..BABY!!!

updatessss!!

2009-01-19T00:40:00.010+08:00

hello...hahah..yea...im a bad bad blogger...haha...anyways..let da pic do the talking shall we???=)

on the 254th of Dec ,i followed my sis and joined her for Christmas dinner at TGI at Sunway pyramis with her frens..haha...it went pretty ok..took few pictures only cuz after dat bi came and pick me as we have other party at ju's housee..hehe..here are some of the pictures taken at TGI..here r some of the overdue picturess..=)

me and my sis..muaks!!!( sis trying to look cute der..=)..)

here are the pictures taken at Ju's christmas party..=)

Gary and his gf, Lina..

haha.lets look at wat my new camera can do..its magic people...hahah..this is brnadon btw...( take 1)

hahaha...my camera has this function called da smile detactor.. so if u r not smiling after taking a pic..u can eventually make ur face smile..but this look really weird la...and funny k..everybody started laughing afer seeing this..hahah.. take 2..this is da second degree laugh..=)

haha..this is da 3rd degree laugh..hahaha..

ok lets try another one..hehe..this is cheryl here..hers turned out nice...hehe.take 1

der...tada!! hers nice right??=) looks so real...

haha..lets try another one k...hehehe..

hahahahahahaha....brandon, king han and cheryl...king han looks like a lego character..hahahaha

eeee.my connection here is so slow today!!! ill cont uploading pictures tmr k!!..hehheee.. muaksss..

good nite bi...=)

hmmmmsss

2009-01-06T01:15:00.004+08:00

lalalala/....hello..ahahaha...so sorry for the late late late updates..hahah...damm lazy to blog now..some more now having holidays..summer holidays weii...haahha..every morning kept telling myself to update my blog and upload da pictures but i eventually will on da laptop and start playing maple story...ahha..yea i know its childish but its fun k cuz baby is playing as well...hahaaaa..so anyways...did lotsa stuff la during da holidays..went for movies with baby and his frens...we even went for one day trip to selayang for the waterfalls..ahah.. i took lotsa pictures la but den u c as u all know im a very clumsy gal...dat nite after droping me off i turned and waved at baby and i did realise dat da cover of the camera was loose but dat time excited ma saying bye to baby..after dat 2 waves, my camera fly from its cover and fell like a heroen..haha...heard 2 loud sound wei..omg...and today went to mid valley to send for repair..luckly is warrantied u c...hahaa..

so anyways..went shopping for d past few days to shop for my summer and winter clothings..keke..will b leaving fro Aus next month..sigh..im gonan miss my dad da most as now he is not in a very good condition..bsides CNY is jus around da corner..i hope we all will make use of the time and spend time together...

so i think i will upload da pictures tmr k..ill TRY..haha..im now actually at FTZ..hahah..baby is jus next to me playig dota der...haha..so ok....good nite..=)

er....

2008-12-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

heyssss....haha...so bz with holidays till got no time to blog..hehe..anyways..pomise will update tmr ..today was hell of a day lah..went up genting with fam...anyways...gonna sleep now..=)

toodlessss..=)

anyways..love u bi..good niteeeeee..

lalala

2008-11-12T23:20:00.003+08:00

hey.one paper down d..it went pretty ok i guess...questions r way toooo general till i dunno what to write so therefore i write everything dat i can remember..haha..but a bit worried tho..sigh...please!! jus grant me 21 marks at least!!! =)..yea..im studying my OB and finance now..sigh..stress wei..k la...

gtg..toodles...

=)

2008-11-08T00:27:00.001+08:00

hey hey..sorry for not updating my blog for quite some time..darn bz with exams and all now..will revive back my blog after exam k..after 18th of november..=)...

buibui!!!

yay..

2008-10-20T20:13:00.005+08:00

heylow..jus had my LAST presentation this morning..it went pretty ok i guess jus dat i did a lil mistake by not explaining da intro correctly..aha..but thank god its over..=)..hehe..anyways..last nite went to the apartment at KLCC der with bi and frens..went der to support shafiq..=)..they were having this project called da Project knock..projext regarding saving da orphanage home if im not wrong..we were der late so not very sure tho..=P..so yeah..we paid like 60 bucks for da food..they said it was buffet style but den they took da food away after seeing no one satnding up to take their food...wth..ahha..da food was very nice ler..dang forgot to take pic..lets c..got..chicken with vegetable sauce..potato cheese...nice..=)..den speghati..fish with cheese oso den lala..dang i cnat eat dat due to my piercing...haha..so anyways..we were der till 12 plus..da event ended at around 10.30 ..den we went down stairs to drink..with chris..talk talk talk den balik...hehe..came back around 12 plus..den suppose to sleep but den wanna practice with slides first jus in case if i forget what im suppose to say..ya know...hehee..slept around 1...hehe..im gonna cut my hair tmr...i feel so not the fresh keeping so long hair..haha,..so tmr im going to summit to cut my hair..bi will b der to accompany me..=)..

hiayo i dont feel like blogging ler..damm tiring la today..im gonna sleep soon d...yeah i know its top early..its only 8.30 now but den i really not in da mood at all..so i will blog tmr k..=)

anyways..its raining now and i miss u bi..=)..

bi ..i know dat this sem may not seem to b easy for u due to the lotsa assignment given by ur lecturers ..some more all dueing like this week right??? dont worry so much ler..u WILL for sure pass all da subjects...after this week everything will b ok d ma hor???..jus dont do last min anymore d lor..hee..i may not b der with u tru all the hard times but jus so u know im always der when u need me or need someone to talk to k??..even how bz im..i will for sure spend time with u if u need me..anytime..=)..lope u sweetie..=)

heheh

2008-10-18T22:10:00.006+08:00

hihi..im taking a break now from preparing my slides for my monday's presentation..haha..and dat would be my last presentation for this sem..yay!!..hehe...so instead of taking a nap i blog la..ive been sleeping a lot lah..woke up at 11 plus jus now..slept back at 3 plus..den wake up cont with da slides..den slept back some more till 6..omg..ahaa..i feel fat now...haha..

ohw...i pierced my navel d..yay!!..haha..da process was darn fast ler..i pierced at one u at this shop called dragon fly...=)..it hurts a bit ler..felt like somehting penetrate into my skin...haa..but thank god its over...for da past few days ive been hearing stories bout the shop at pyramid ler..i actually made appointment with da guy der d...but den after listening to my frens saying da place der dunno can b trusted or not cuz looks damm doggy so i decided to not to go der..my appointment was yesterday at 2.. but i jus told da guy la something came up and ill get back to him soon..which i dont think i will also..ahha..thank god bi was der with me..he is such a sweetie..i know he was hungry dat time but he waited for me to go for my piercing first den only we eat..hehe..after piercing..we went to makan at kluang station..heh..den we went walking la till 3..den we went for our movie at 3.20..hehe..we watched max payne...very nice! worth watching..bi told me its from a comic book...no wonder la da title sounds darn familiar..hehe..da story line was very nice...hehe..after dat we went back...it was raining dat time and also it was 5 plus when we left so we were caught in da jam for like dunno how long..not dat long la..heh..we reached bi's house around 6 plus i guess den had dinner at his place..hehe..den after dat we went to summit cuz i wanna get a clock for my room cuz right everytime i need to refer to my phone ler..dat oso if my fon is next to me..or else i hav to walk to my fon to know da time once i wake up..hah..but den couldnt find da right wan..im looking for a purple clock..hehe...actually saw one at one u..from da ibox shop..but its a bit too expensive for the size ler...but its very nice..hehe..so yeah after dat went yum cha wit bi's fren at old taste der..hehe..it was nice la..haha..they r all very funny people..hehe..den head home back at 12 ..

=)..

ooh..btw..i have done making da rabbits origami..=)..hehe...come i show u all..=)

hehe...i did it like yesterday...suppose to pass one to bi but forgot to bring it..will pas one to him soon sooon.=)

im gonna continue with my slides now..so toodles...=)

p/s: thanks bi for spending time with me dat day..love u lots bi..=)

hmmmm...?

2008-10-16T22:35:00.007+08:00

lalalala..

i was too bored jus now while waiting for my parents to come back from econ save..hehhe..and also waiting for bi to on back his fon cuz his battery kong d..hehe..

so i decided to try to make paper craft..hee..which is a rabbit!!...haha..bi's sis gave it to me yesterday..ahha.so cute of her..hehe..it is not hard at all wei tho da pics may look a bit confusing..hehe...so yeah..andrea..bi's sis said dat she also printed out for me da colour papers which when u fold it to form da rabbit shape, at the same time they coloured for u which looks a lot like a rabbit..ehehe..she printed out 2 colours..white and brown...ahha..so u know la.i damm clumsy wan right..so i tried using A4 paper first ler..test test first..eheheh...i even showed my dad..he said it was very cute k!!..hee..sis as usual la..look at me one kind liek as if its my fist time doing,...hehe..come come i show u all..=)

cute ler!! first attempt k!! not bad D!!..

cute cute!!hehe..der..dats da instruction papers if u can c..which is below da rabbit and da psp..=)

hehe..mind da quality eh..i used my phone to take one...hehe...

so later im gonna fold it using da colour papers given..ehhe..

so letc...i went for class at 8 today..darn early wei...had breakfast with mum at silva..as usual..i talked a lot dat time..ahah..yeah chit chat tilll 7.30 den mum drop me at coll..hehe.waited like dunggu der..sigh..so yeah..my class today from 8 to 2 wei..omg...i came back at 12 da day bfor and did not sleep till one plus ler..wa sdoing my finance assignment..last touch up..hehe..den dat time oso cant sleep ealry cuz i jus finish washing my hair....=P..so was very sleep ler this morning..cant tahan wei..mum picked me up at 2 ..bfor dat went to look for bi to pass his past year paper to him...and of cuz to c him..eheh.cuz seeing him can actually make my day brighter..=)...love u bi...=)..happy doing assignment der..hehe..

so den went home terus i tido..cant tahan..but den dat time was so in da mood to play da lego star wars on psp..so i played like for half hour..ahha..den only sleep..ehe.slept till 6 plus...ahah..den wake up eat my dinner..hehe..

eeeee..i got presentation lah on mon for IMG..my last presentation for this sem...ahaha...haven even prepare da slides yet..chillling la..ahahaa..ok la..im gonna do my research now...toodles...=)

......

2008-10-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

i miss bi lah!!!!

lala

2008-10-13T12:52:00.006+08:00

ee.im so bored now..waiting for da briefing later at 2...ee...shud hav asked dee to wait for me here..bi got extra class at 12 so cant teman me..haih..hehe...ohw bi jus had his presentation jus now at 11..as usual..looking cute as ever..haha..im so excited now..im gonna get my navel pierced on this friday..made appointment d...very excited wei...bia nd dee will b der with me..im doing it at pyramid in front of da escalator der...yeah..and im buying this stud which comes with 10 diff patterns and cost only 90 bucks..cheap wei...cuz rite if u buy jus one particular stud it costs u like 50 bucks wei..tho its nice..haha..but den i plan to get dat in da future when im d sick and tired of these 10 patterns stud..haha..so yeah let me show u da stud dat im getting..but den right..im still confuse now..not sure whether to get pink or blue.....or purple mayb since i love purple a lot...haha..come i show u all..hehe

actually ders also other colours wan but not nice...got red...black white and green...hehe..so how???..get all la right???haha..crassssy...

piss sial!

2008-10-12T00:12:00.005+08:00

u know ar..i dont understand y some ppl are not greatful with wat they hav now..they r being so da greedy wei...taking things for granted and all...and da worst part is..they will NEVER think that wat they did was wrong..omg...dat pisses me off da most..im not gonna let this ppl affect me.. but i jus need to complain la..cuz bi sleeps d so cant complain to him so i complain here..haha..=P..so yeah..this particular fren of mine rite..was given a second chance bfor by GOD himself..but still he never appreciates his lifes..he treats his family like shit...he talks bad bout his family a lot in order to get ppls sympathy..omg..so pathetic..and he does know dat his mum loves hima lot but he went and tell da world dat his mum abused him when he was yong..omg..he calls his mum names..and i mean..real real bad names..names dat u should never call especially to ur parents..and he even betrayed his own mum jus cuz dat another person( one aunty who clever to sucks up on her own mum...omg) doenst like his mum as well..omg...betray her by telling dat another person dat his mum talks bad bout her....omg...dun b silly la...u oso kena played by that aunty..damm bodo..u c..i tot dat he will change his behaviours after d incident dat happened to him when he was young..( not gonna mention here..but seriously it was BAD..and trust me.. BAD..)..but he got worst..sigh..and da best part is when he wants something he will talks to u like an angel wei..damm good actor..da hypocrite!!..talking bout him making me piss wei..and head pain now..i think its a sign form GOD asking me to stop talking bout him cuz its not very nice to say all this here..and its not worth talking bout him cuz towards the end of da day.. ppl some how will know wat kind of person he is... da truth is yet to come MR..and like wat my daddy said..he will pay for wat he did..dun let him affects ur life..and one day when u fall hard..dats when u realise dat da ppl who loves u and care for u da most is ur FAMILY..

gonna sleep now...piss...

good nite bi..sleep tight dun let da bee sting u..=)

<3..\

2008-10-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

i miss my baby.....

=)

2008-10-09T21:06:00.010+08:00

heylor..lets roll back to the 20th of september 2008...haha...

supposed to upload pics of me and frens during MAHA's 21st bday dat day..but i didnt bring my camers so gotta wait for dem to upload it on facebook..=)..haha..da party started at 7.30 but me and bi came around 9 plus..haha...cuz bfor dat we went makan dinner with bis family at this duck porridge stall at PJ..super duper nice wei.. plus da warm company der so of cuz la da diner turned out great! haha..me and aunty had porridge and bi and uncle had rice..den we ordered all da pork stuff la...haha..it was nice ler..tho it looks a bit the funny but its nice..haha..eee...now im missing bi d..haha..so anyways..we were der till like 8 plus..yeah..den we dropped bi's parents back den we head straight to summit to looks for maha's present..dang im so super last min..but luckly bi was der to help chose da present..=)..so yeah we bought for her earings as she loves earings a lot..so yeah den we head terus to maha's place at USJ 9..haha..we were der for a while as bi needs to go back to finish up his last min assignment...hehe..we balik around 11 i think...

btw..here ar some of da overdue pics dat were taken during da party...=)

timmy..samantha..maha!!..li shan and jia wei

the blokes..haha..yi jiang..chee ming..johanan (credits to da camera man)..timmy and anish

sweeeet!

happy bday maha!! hope u had a wonderful nite dat day!!..muaks

dats about it ler..so letc..wat i did today..ohw today rite i actually dont plan to go coll wan..but i jus need to c him..haha..i went for my IMG class at 12 pm..yea as usual da class was boring ..and i almost fell asleep..haha..den after class i had lunch with bi at cafeteria..i was super hungry..cuden help it la..hehe..so bi temaned me till like 2.30 cuz he was also eating la dat time..haha..so while waiting for my mum to come, i sat down with bi der..i like staring at him cuz he looks darn cute lah..hah..every thing dat he does is so cho cho cho cute..cuden help it lah but to look at him..haha..so yeah den my mum picked me up den we head straight to pyramid cuz sis needs to pay her maxis bill cuz her fon barred d..i went walking alone instead of waiting for mum and sis taking their late lunch der..hehe..i went walking to look for a top for bi..i went lacoste..polo and few other shops..omg..one lacoste tshirt cost like 269 bucks wei...omg..super expensive and da quality not to say very nice oso..man...den went to polo..wanted to buy dat black color shirt for bi but bi's sis bot for him d but jus dat its diff colour..so nvm la...went to few other shops but cuden find da right wan still..not easy wei to look for da right top for guys..da cutting must b nice and all..da colour must b da right wan and all..u know..sometimes da cutting is nice but ders only limited colours and da colour dat u want is either no stock or memang dun hav..lotsa things la hav to consider..hehe..but i dun mind la..hehe..its bi ma..hehe..ohw!! im suppose to bake pasta for bi this week but i dun think ill b free la..gotta jaga my face cuz now my face got allergic la..allergic to skin care or mayb dusk..sigh..so baby..next week i WILL definitely make pasta for u k!!..=)..so anyways..went to this earings shop and bought earings..da 4 for 10 bucks wan...and yeah im so in da mood to do piercing now at my navel..ahha..it cost like 50 bucks plus 20 plus for the stud..haha..im gonna do it like next week..haha..i must pull dee come with me..or mayb ill jus go with bi..=)..haha..so yeah,,we walked der till 5 den we head straight home back..darn slepey wei dat time..went to da gym with dad came back at 6 plus den terus aku tidur..but not long ler..den wake up to take my dinner..and here im now blogging..im gonna dry my hair now...=)..

so c u....=)..

p/s: i miss u bi....

cute...

2008-10-06T22:52:00.003+08:00

ching mei: wo ai ni
andrew: wo tu ai ni...

LOL...

laugh people..laugh..hahah

hmmmsss?

2008-10-05T16:15:00.008+08:00

weeeeee.....
im bored now!!..yay!! haha...
its 4.15 now and im missing u dearly...=(..

yesterday had dinner with da family at restaurant south sea seafood at the old airport der..yea but bfor dat we went to the massage place at damansara which is very near to One u...yea.dad needs to go for massage as he is not feeling quite well these few days..he hasnt been sleeping for da past few weeks and im getting worried..but i jus did not show it cuz i dowan to add burden to da family..so da best i can do now is..make him happy so dat he wun think so much...sigh..so yeah we head to damansara at 4 k!! dang..i rush out from my room with my towel wrapped around my hair..haha..did not hav the time to dry cuz when im suppose to b drying my hair..i spoke to bii for a while..yea..ehhe..so we reached der at 4.30 sharp..my mum drove like darnnn fast wei...like bullet train lah!..ahhaa..so we went der and da uncle said dat today he wun b free cuz his time is fully booked by other patients and he asked us to come back tmr in da morning..so yeah...rushed all da way here for nothing but i dun mind lah..so dat time was 5 plus lah..so i told my mum la y not we drop by One u cuz da dinner is at 7.30 mah..so i can shop der.!! its been a while since i went der lah..da last time oso with biii..erm...3 weeks back i think..hehe..but mum she said dat by the time we look for parking also almost 6 plus..so wats da use...cuz yes was saturday..sure lotsa ppl ma..haa..yeah..so we end up walking around at centrepoint..ahha..on da way to dat place i kept making noise der la..

ching mei: ders nothing der wan la ma...only food food food only...daddy sure dun like to go wan...haha...

imagine la..i said dat like dunno how many times wei...cuz serioulsy nothing der rite..only restaurants only..but nvm la..since dey hav never been der so let dem c lah..how 'great' da place is...haha..so after dat we drove straight to da restaurants..i was in hunger lah dat time so i kept talking and talking la..ahha..we reached der at 7...zomg....we gotta wait till 7.30 wei..so as usual la..wat do gals do when they r bored???hahaa.. but we only took 2 pics..haha..cuz my fon's memory was low..=(

me and sis while waiting for dads family to arrive.

and this is a random pic of us..haha..we both look silly but i love it

so yeah..makaned till 9..haiyo...i tell u..aunty ordered like dunno how many dishes der wei...lets..we had da 4 seasons..shark fin soup..tiger prawn..vegetable..one big steamed fish..fried rice..2 diff types of crabs flavour..lemon chicken....and she even ordered deserts..ahah...it was ice cream..zomg..like a 10 cost dinner rite??haha..i stopped eating after da 4th dish..ahha..but my aunty kept feeding me man..so i got no choice but to carry my plate with me whenever i see her standing up and taking food..haha....and after dat bi and his fens came and pick me up der..so nice of dem..eheh..cuz my mum suppose to drop me at asia cafe after da dinner..but bi said he doesnt wan to trouble my parents..so sweet..haha..so i left at 9 plus..de we head straight to kota damansara to c lizzie sing songs der...which is at station one..haha..we end up playing co ta tai and moo...ahah...i very clever u know..bi jus taught me like few times den i master it d..haha..we played der till quite late ler.haa..i lost track of the time..hehe..i did not notice da time as u know i got curfew at 12..i got back around 2 ..haha..it was fun la hanging out with ppl dat u r comfortable mixing with u know..rather den hanging out with those dat u dunno well wan..haha..is like u can say watever u wan or do silly act in front of dem..cuz u know dat they dont mind..haha...rite bi??jason doesnt mind wan if we do silly act in front of him..ahahaha...

haiyo.its gonna rain soon..so i shall stop here k..

lazy to type d..hehe...

toodless....

<3..

2008-10-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

bi..i hope u c this..

im happy being with u..

not a single day or hour or minute or second dat im not happy about when im with u..

i love u baby..=)

so look me in the eyes and tell me dat u love me too
andrew: yah...yah...i love u too...
hahahaa..im crazy...

=)

2008-10-03T21:44:00.004+08:00

highlow..im back from melacca..like 2 days ago..was too lazy to blog lah..haha..i blog oso now cuz i miss andrew tan..=).

anyways..we had lotsa fun during da trip..haha..we played mah jong..co tai ti..and i lost like 20 bucks k..we used cash and play some more...haha..and we went makan makan..we had sate celup..chicken rice ball..durian cendol...we even had steamboat la.but dat one really cut throat lor...we had so lil but we hav to pay 9 bucks each..actually bi's fren came and stay together with us..and they informed us not to eat dinner outside cuz they will b having steamboat..so they ask us to eat a bit la..but at first we told dem dat we can eat by ourselves but still she insisted us to eat with her and her family..we din expect to pay u c..cuz she ask us to eat a bit..4 of us had so lil wei..and bsides..they will b eating steamboat for the following nite u c..and we wun b eating with dem cuz we d will b in KL..wth..da best part is she even ask bi to get can opener knife and all bfr they arrive..wth wei..and bi..he likes to help ppl so he doesnt mind..but i kinda mind la..asking him to do this and dat..i mean is not dat they never come bfor to stay at da villa..they do know that ther will b no utensils der..not even fire..so its obvious right u hav to bring it urself.. ..sigh...but nvm la..over d..but i jus feel like complaining..dats all..hehe..i know i complain a lot..but i do this for bis sake la..i dowan ppl to ask him to do this and dat..ppl d let u stay der for free rite den dun keep asking my bi to do this and dat la..

yea im bad...i know..hehe.. im not being kedekut or anything ler..cuz i really think dat we can use dat 9 bucks to eat something which is worth eating or even worth using it to buy something usefull kan...sigh

ohw ive watched eagle eye with bi, his parents and his parent's fren...hehe..
da movie darn nice wei..its worth watching and its even nicer cuz im watching it with bi!hehe..we had dinner bfor dat at meng tien..opposite pyramid..we had satay and char kuew tiau..and bi ordered da spicy wan..surprisingly i was able to stand da spicyness wei..haa..i used to not to like spicy food wan..proly cuz i mix to much with bi and his family..but i dun mind eating spicy food if i hav to...i dun mind eating spicy food anywhere as long as im with bi...and i mean it..=)..i like mixing around with bi's family cuz they r all very nice and frenly ppl..i like his mum a lot..his mum is a very cute and sporting wan..hehe..she never fails to make me laugh or smile with her funny jokes...she cares for me as well u know..this morning she even called me asking me whether wan her to buy lunch for me or not..so sweeet u know...she is a very nice and cuteeee lady...but bi is cuter!.,.haha..eeee...i still owe bi cupcakes...suppose to bake today but tak jadi..dee suppose to teach me wan..sigh..never mind..will do dat real soon... ohw..while we were walking to da cinema with bis parents and frens..i told him this..

ching mei: bi im very happy cuz im with u now..
andrew: yea im happpy dat u r happy..=)))

haha..i tot he gonna say da same thing back..eee...cute la he..sayang him..!
its 10.12pm now and im missing him so much..one day of not seeing him is like 10 years wei..=(
haih..next year we r going to Aus to further our studies..ill b der for a year but bi will only b der for half a year..so how??..sigh..

anyways..im gonna dry my hair now den head to bed..head pain ler..
so okay..good nite..=)

<3..

2008-09-26T09:58:00.005+08:00

bii!!..im missing u know..and of cuz i sayang u!.more more more..=)..
weeee!!! my holidays officially starts today!!,...yay!! and im going to Melaca on saturday with bii and frens!!..yay..!! cant wait for dat!!..hehe..we will be staying der for a night at equtorial hotel..i think so..not very sure tho..haha...thank god we will b going der in the afternoon cuz i gotta head to melaca in da morning to pick dad and mum at melaca airport...their flight is at 10.30 am if im not wrong..and bsides i wann travel with bii..i dowan to meet him der..i wanna b der with bi!!..=)..funny rite..go in da morning den after dat go again in da afternoon..but i dun mind..as long as im travelling with bii and dats good enuf d..=).eee.im hungry now..im waiting for sis to pick me up from coll now...her class finishes at 10 am..its almost ten so yay!!..im not da type who likes to wait fr ppl u c..except for bi! i dun mind waiting for him..even if it takes years to wait..haha..melodramatic me..hahaah..but i mean it k biiii..=)..

k la..i wanna go wait for sis at concourse area...hehe..i shall update after da trip k..=)..ohw..

by the way! happy birthday EDDIE!!..we all love u!! big boi d lor..'sengmuk' a bit..hahah..u owe us dinner!!..=)..

once again happy 24th bday my fren!

toodless..=)

lalalalala...

2008-09-23T15:08:00.002+08:00

omg..ive never been this hardworking bfor wei in my whole life...
im now doing my Ob assignment in da library at coll..ahaha..this is actually my first time staying till 6 jus to finish my assig..omg..wat is wrong with me??haha..and im stuck now..hahahh

to be cont...

=)

2008-09-22T22:42:00.006+08:00

bi ..i no face lah jus now laughing in front of everyone during the interview session..u lah..ahha..so cute la da way u smile..u smile at me i laugh at u..actually kan i laugh cuz u look so cute u know when u smiled at me jus now..hehe.. very funny wei jus now..love u bi..haha..

i mish mish u bi..

i like da way u put a smile on my face...
i like da way u smile at me...=)

oh and yeah..jus now u asked me rite how much i love u..when the interview starts.. higher then the mountains and deeper den the sea..haha..good enuf not..hehe..

farni ..

2008-09-22T15:44:00.005+08:00

some ppl ar....know how to talk talk talk but den ar..DARE not to put their real names der..damm annoying rite??like super loser wei..actually i dun wish to entertain this ppl..but den sometimes when i think about it , it really makes me feel like laughing wei..damm loser wei..talk so much but ask dem to put their names they willl give all kinds of excuses wan...haha...talk so much but when ask u put ur name u chicken out..haah..i feel sad and pity for u wei..darn pathetic..=P..if u dun believe rite u go to my chat box and c..a lot of 'interesting' ppl der..these r da ppl lah who has nothing better else to do..ppl with no life wan..they dont need to study or even work cuz all they do is on da computer and type in' www.iloatheyouboi.blogspot.com'.. and start talking rubbish...haha..actually rite i dun mind if u come to my chat box and talk nonsense but put la ur real name pak cik..not very hard rite??wanna play war also play fair a bit lah..puting ur nick name doesnt mean dat u will win oso...or doesnt mean dat u can make me angry also..ur saying in my chat box wun affect me but i jus feel sad for u lah,...cuz u all got nothing better else to do..so lets put it this way..if u all talk bad bout me means u all dun like me..and if u all dun like me means dat bcuz u guys r jus jealous of me...haha...so silly wei...and im laughing now wei..cuz its really very pathetic lah...talk so much but put nick names..fight fairly la mak cik..actually i feel happy u c..at least 'these' ppl kan...they not only talk nonsense in my chat box u know..they also read my blog..haha..so i got some loyal visitors lah..isnt dat good??thanks ar..for reading my blog..

once again...terime kasih eh..yea i know i sound bitchy but u r bitchier lah..talk talk talk more nonsense den me..haha..

lol...

omg!

2008-09-19T08:34:00.007+08:00

ohhhhhhhhh....myyyyyyyyy....god...

my fren jus informed me dat da Vl has changed da time for da class..no wonder la!!..omg!!!...today suppose to b from 8 to 1..and he changed it to 10 to 12..wth!!..

how come i dunno wan???hahhaa